CherylH

2012-01-27T19:37:00.000-08:00

FINALLY, deciding that i should really blog after zillions and zillions time of procrastinating.

BANGKOK FOR NEW YEAR

Trannies E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E
Motherfucking cheap buys E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E
Foot massage every night for $9
Once in a lifetime thing, sis and i experienced life&death thru thunderstorm and flood.
had roughly 50 coconuts. no i was joking hahah but 5 each day.
shopping, shopping, shopping, shopping and more shopping.
Tourists takes up 60% of the population, 30% are singaporeans

That pretty much sums up my bkk trip. and a photo to end the bkk section.

BIRTHDAY

If you have known or if you alr know, it's my birthday ytd! (27thJan) I didn't had any plans for the day, and my workmates told me to go work on the day cos they had a surprise for me. Considering i would have stayed home, so i went to work on my birthday ]: ( that sounds totally no life )

I had a lil in mind what they were gna give me, which turn out to be what i expected,

a pudding! i guess they heard too much on my rants on my missing syrian LOLOL they deliberately bought a male one to mate with my female syrian, which is pretty impossible since the syrian was bigger than my palm size and the pudding was so damn tiny ._. Nonetheless i still love them for the gift!!! He is so quiet and well maintain!!

I went off the 6pm to meet my family for my birthday dinner. Momsie then bought me a small cake knowing no one would wna eat the cake if she bought the big one, and she was actually thinking of not buying one but it's too weird not to have a cake on birthday hahah

Attempting countless photowhore with my pudding and failing

Syrian Bianbian and pudding bianbian! which you can call dabian and xiaobian HAHAH fits totally. They are actually of VERY diff sizes if you compare them tgt but i'm afraid they would fight if i put em tgt so i took a photo of them w a distance apart

Another photo of my cutie pie [:

A very special gift from a special person! Thank you very much fahmi!

I should really do dedication post since i'm so very glad for everyone. really!! i wanted a really simple birthday spent and yes i've got it, but everyone spent so much $ for me! i should really name you guys out man [:

-Sheree and Ahchew !

The two very cute workmates of mine! whom we actually got tgt very fun and all on the first day we met each other. It feels like i've known them for a very long time alr! Thank god for them for making my worklife enjoyable! And of cos thanks to them very much for adding a cute lil thing into my bianbian family [:

-Jae !

Whom delivered my present to my doorstep like at 11pm LOL also a very great friend of mine T~T Thank you very much szb!!!!!

- Sissy and ps

which they actually wanted to sponsor for my hair colour which i wanted to do next month, till i randomly said about the sewing machine i wanted to get long ago, sis said i could pick my gift HAHAH OF COS PICK SEWING MACHINE LA MORE HUA RIGHT ok la that was supposed to be sponsored by mom but mom gave me big angpao instead. real big O_O

-fahmi ~~

damn good friend + hubby !! Major ♥ to you for the very pretty necklace!! so annoying but yet so funny TSK

and of course all the wishes as well! i enjoy reading them and will probably only get this only every year hahaha Major thanks for every single one of you for making my birthday an enjoyable one [:

And yes to the very particular lady, i am really very very glad you texted me, I never thought we would talk every again ever since so many shit things happen during school. Still very thankful to you for ending my birthday such a joyful way [:

THANKYOU ALL!

2012-01-09T20:35:00.000-08:00

So.....

I can say that i'm neither very happy nor very sad with my results , even tho i worked mad fucking hard ]: well it's okay! look on the bright side ya, it's over now!

Anyway the entire day was pretty much of a joke. One total big joke. We wanted to be able to go to the hall to get our results instead of staying in the AVA room, so we thought of many ways to get our hair black. Zhilin told me she wanted to borrow my Bob wig, so it became a big joke when we reached school LOL. It ended up we were in the AVA cos we were late. HAHAHA. joke please.

Sexiest midget ever

fucking trouble filling up the 12 choices. -_- today's my only off day to do it....... i better get this over and done with.

2012-01-07T08:29:00.000-08:00

omg hi .

There's been so many times i wna blog during my off but i've been awaiting for my friend to upload her batch of new year's eve pictures so i can blog it ( since i didn't take much pictures w my cam ) but it seems she's not gna do so so........ i shall just blog.

It's the new year alr! How's the first week of 2012 for everyone been so far! i actually spent my first day of 2012 working. YESSSSS. like i went home after countdown it was 5am. my work starts at 11am. i knew i'm not gna make it so early so i went at 1. LOL. My first week of the new year was just.. work, nua, work, nua, work, and more nua. hahaha. i'm so lazy to go out of house during my off alr!

new years eve!

Today's sat and we went to the poly open houses today! we ended up going to TP only cos so mad lazy to go others so far. hahaha. went over to Old airport road for laoban!

most shagged face of mine man. can't be bothered to edit alr!!

most annoying workmate........EVER! hahaha i just found her photo in my phone -_-

oh and a picture of me for 2010's countdown! like a year back....

The near 2mths holiday before the stress day is ending in. a day. i can't fucking believe we are getting our results tmr! It determines where i'm gna go after secondary school. MAD STRESSSSS.

I mean the last time we took our results for major exam were like. 4 years back?! Mom was thr 4 years back. I'm just gna tell myself not to cry omgomgomfg. now that i'm on this topic i'm so stress i have no idea what to blog alr so ok bye guise.

2011-12-26T18:26:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! It's 27thDec ! Have you guys had a wonderful christmas? ^^ i actually spent my christmas at home. sleeping. hahah seriously cannot be bothered but still having steamboat with my people on friday! can't wait to see them~

What i've been busy with....

actually nothing. hahah. it's now either work or just nua at home to rest. i love my life now man.

And guess what. i worked ytd, i told boss i would be late so i went at about 12pm. It's so fucking suay that my menses came and the pain starts coming in at about 1pm. which of cos i didn't bring the medicine. i thought about holding it till end of work which is like 10pm and by the time i reach home it's 11+ It's so motherf pain that i had black visions when i was in the toilet. And i just had to met some unhelpful singaporeans. Motherf. i couldn't tolerate and told boss i needa go home. URGH I FUCKING CABBED HOME. i doubt i would be getting that $15 pay and i wasted money cabbing home. great.

i just can't be bothered

almost all of the xmas gifts! cept a few which i gave alr hehe. and if you were thinking that very unusual shape that is in green packaging.. it's actually just deceiving you guys HAHAH cheapo me -_-

some day when i was going to work and this joker with his own style of fashion appeared before me.

we had a new display mug and boss did asked us to design it.. so i was the first to rush over and make it.. LOL. well.. there's no face of me on the displays ma!! ]:

What i've been doing recently !

Besides One piece ( like duh ) i've been watching this !

Smiling pasta!

I chanced upon the song few days back on youtube and it was soooooo nostalgic ! It's not the best storyline since this was aired like 5 years back hahaha but it's so cute! i mean i don't get why people dislikes cyndi wang! she's pretty and cute!

and of cos Nicholas Teo ! I like guys who can smile and he literally melts me HAHAH

and if you were thinking, this is the song !

hooked on it for several days alr. hahah! i would rate it 2.5 / 5 but giving that the casts are so adorable i gave it 3.5 ! ^^

BYE!

2011-12-20T21:43:00.000-08:00

...... you this bad boy ]:

you made me cried my night away after i ended work... ]:

If you follow me on twitter you would know that i recently lost my hamster ]: i had 2 and both are syrians. I was busy working this few days, going out early in the morning and returning home near midnight. I could only feed them in the morning before i go work and after i return home. and i didn't have much time w them esp when i was dead tired from work. so i could only ask mom to give them some bites during the day and all.
But mom couldn't replace me communicating with them, ( yes actually i talk to them. family are having second thoughts about me being in the house alr lol! )

So it was monday night when i just ended work, mom called me and told me that one of them 离家出走 , which actually means left house. i was so worried but i couldn't do anything except to rush home asap. mom told me she checked the entire house but could not find any trace of my hamster. I was holding in my tears thru out the train ride and the train was actually moving at snail pace T__T I rushed back home and not yet reach my house i started crying. I didn't have appetite for dinner and i searched the whole place and still not find him. My sister laughed at me straight when i had tears walking into my room.

I guess no one really understands the feeling of losing a pet except people owning pets.

I'm still very sad the next morning and pushed out the sofa and everything to search. I'm in fact pretty unsure how he went out of the house.. it was actually my fault for not closing the cage properly that caused him to run out.

And so ytd i put the cage on the floor and some food surrounding it hoping it will come back. And if he didn't by the time i'm back home i would just give up.

Still no sign of him when i'm back home.. ]:

It's less than a month since we got together, i got you in mind that the female one wouldn't be lonely.. and you still left ]: If you feel you are happier outside so be it. Goodbye bianbian mummy would rmb you!! ( hate you at the same time you fucking waste my $23 cb. ) i still love you anyw [: and if you are able to come home you are still welcomed!! ( but i would stop supplying food for you for 2days as punishment nyahahha ok jk ]: )

now i just hope the female one is pregnant! [:

2011-12-15T22:25:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!

I went out with vernice ytd! she asked me out shopping clothes for her cruise, so i bought a few for myself too heheh.

we were at bugis and saw a large crowd over at the bugis square, and then to realized it's vanness ! It's hard to believe his looks changed so much from the F4 period to now. hahah!

since we were at bugis so went to take purikura~ about 2years since i last took? LOL

we went somerset and for the whole day i told her how excited i was to meet the a&f dudes . if you have no idea what's that.. it's Abercrombie & Fitch and there were shirtless 6packs models outside the shop. we walked a long way just to look for them and just to find a freaking long queue outside the shop. And NO SHIRTLESS GUYS. mad sadness. Just my luck to go down town on the day of the opening of the shop ]:

Anyway it's friday and it's EOY and CF tmr, which is End Of Year and Comic Fest. Not going to any tho. work tmr ]: I would very much want to go cf but it's at msia and i already had problems saving up for taiwan trip ]: eoy is much ridiculous with the $12 or $15 entrance fee. so none. i have zero cosplans alr ]: okay yes probably one piece for next year.. but still ]:

2011 is ending soon! everyone ready for the new year? [:

2011-12-11T23:12:00.000-08:00

Hello allll!!!!!!!

Day 3: Favourite scene

hmmmmmmmm... i don't really have one this is almost the same as Day 5 so i'll answer it in Day 5's qns [:

Day 4: Character you most dislike and why

I don't like spandum. He's useless and bullies robin!!!! And i hate all characters who talk too much. LOL.

Day 5: Favourite arc

TOO MANY . There's so many arc i like! Any arc that involves the whole of one piece crew i like [: Arabasta, impel down, thriller bark, water seven etcetc.. damn good. probably i like arabasta and water seven the best. cos vivi was with them in arabasta and i like how they worked tgt [: water seven cos they're die hard to save robin!

I thought i would be hardcore working every single day but ended up slots are taken up so i'll work the weekends again..~ work was pretty simple and not as hard i thought it would be. but it is definitely so tiring that i didn't expect ~.~ Thanks jae again for teaching me and taking me into the job HAHAHAH.

need another $2.2k more!!! URGHHHH i'm starting to think this is a dream alr..~

........sigh. don't know how to celebrate xmas alr ]: or maybe i should work on xmas and xmaseve. sigh.

2011-12-08T20:00:00.000-08:00

Day 1: Favourite Straw Hat

Day 2: Favourite villain

Day 3: Favourite scene

Day 4: Character you most dislike and why

Day 5: Favourite arc

Day 6: Favourite CP9 member

Day 7: Favourite female character

Day 8: Favourite male character

Day 9: Favourite island visited

Day 10: One thing you liked/hated about

Skypeia

Day 11: One thing you liked/hated about Water 7 (or Alabasta)

Day 12: Favourite Jolly Roger (doesn’t have to be a straw hat)

Day 13: Favourite Manga Cover

Day 14: Favourite pairing (or your OTP)

Day 15: Favourite devil’s fruit ability

Day 16: Favourite background story

Day 17: Favourite temporary straw hat or teammate

Day 18: Favourite marine

Day 19: Favourite running joke or gag

Day 20: Favourite Luffy fight

Day 21: Favourite “crack” pairing

Day 22: Favourite One Piece animal

Day 23: Most annoying character, and why

Day 24: One Piece town/kingdom or island you’d like to live in

Day 25: Why/how did you start watching/reading One Piece?

Day 26: Character you are most like/identify with (be honest! :3)

Day 27: Character you’d want to be like

Day 28: Favourite Baroque Works member

Day 29: Favourite One Piece outfit (worn by any character)

Day 30: Why do you love One Piece?

chance upon this on facebook and find it interesting! i shall do it hahah probably not one per day i'll do as how many post to my mood lol!

I started watching one piece the start of this year, it is not very common of me to watch such a long series of anime but since everyone said it's nice i start watching! HAHA!

Day 1: Favourite Straw Hat

YES SANJI. There's no reason for any one of you NOT to like him! i mean like seriously! He's good looking, cute, humorous and most importantly. HE COOKS. He's like the best man ever yo. i would say i like robin too cos i pretty like her devil fruit power hehe. one thing i don't really like about sanji is that he smokes ]: but only that he smokes gave him the charm RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT?! ( but i still dislike smoking )

Day 2: Favourite Villain

Actually i don't really have a favourite villian in mind.. All the villains i liked became good eventually hahah. but if i were to choose i would say Alvida. Not a very eye catching character but since i'm gna cosplay her so HAHHA

oh god i must be so bored -_- probably gna be long till my next post since i'm starting work tmr yay! and so our plans for picnic chalet party all gna bombed since everyone else is working ]: meh.

Till then ! [:

Bro's wedding & many frustrating things

2011-12-04T18:53:00.000-08:00

hello!!! been really torturing this few days, i was so damn annoyed by the amount of people in my house. let alone to blog obviously.

Bro's wedding was last friday, and for my mom is a indonesian we have lots of indonesian relatives. And all of them were invited to bro's wedding. The worst thing is, they are staying at our house. Not that actually i mind the amount of people, i mind the noise -.- i can't take it when annoying aunties of mine starts talking and they have really loud voices. so i can't concentrate on my shows or anything. probably about 15-17 ppl living here. yes -.- i can't explained how m.f annoyed i am esp at night where my grandma & one of my aunt started chatting in my room when the lights are out. I was extremely dead beat and needed sleep, can you imagine they started chatting down there and i was fucking annoyed?!

can't explained how irritated i was this few days. but anyw bro's wedding went well and now it's over THEY ALL WENT BACK HAHAH YAY

when was this i don't even rmb hahah

my extremely adorable yet irritating nephew. he starts crying like at 6-7am every morning. very cute. but i no like.

on the day on bro's wedding!

Lisi, my niece ! she's so cute and more obedient as she's much older than her lil brother! we do our best to disturb her HAHA

family! [: and the newly wed hehe.

I look super hime that night! the food was damn awesome not the typical wedding food! bro had special orders for his wedding [: NOMZ. and when the food is good, my dress had to drag me down. it was damn bloody fitting and i had to take small breathes. occasionally i run to the toilet to remove my dress and takes in deep breathe. LOL. most delicious wedding dinner yet the most uncomfortable one.

After considering REALLY LONG. i went ahead to purchase the hamster which i used to own. [: thinking back it's about a year plus since the last batch of bianbian died. if you read my blog i used to own a pair of roboski , male and female. and they started to breed like mad likea sex machine yo. -.- serious. and it became a dozen. i had to buy a bigger cage to contain all of them. well yea they were super cute when they were a baby and all but not when they started fighting. i started finding small bald patches on a few and then a few dead, followed by triplets dying, and then all of them died. i was super sad that time and told myself i wouldn't get a hamster anymore but during my studying of Os period i was damn lonely can. ]:

So i got myself a Syrian ! ^^ i initially wanted a really fat and easily tamed one, which the net said syrian is. i'm starting to doubt it is..... ah well i'll head down to simei later on to get that male one [: she looks super lonely. i didn't want to buy a pair cos i fear that history repeats itself again, but it looks like a few of my frds are willing to adopt the babies from me! so i decided i'll get it later on! heheh.

Bought a new moomoo house too ! super cute

ytd morning ]:

and ending of with lisi and me! [:

Hooked to this recently. started humming the tune when i was bathing LOL

bye!

yet another nail post

2011-11-28T23:05:00.000-08:00

HEEEEELLLLLLLO~

i think i will post once in awhile when thr's something interesting happening! and thr's none cos i haven't really been going out cept meeting qi or few of my girls for dinz or talkcock sessions.

saturdays ain't the same saturday i used to have ._. went down to bugis last sat to last test trail the dress we rented for bro's wedding. went to look for jae awhile and very qiao gotten myself a job there also HAHAH okay cool. went down to hollandV at night to have dinner at CrystalJade in celebration of dad's and grandma's birthday. feel super super guilty cos i forgot dad's birthday ._.

went down Sitex on sunday night w qi to look for lina and shawn at work. i didn't realise they opened 3 halls for sitex -.- so me and qi walked in circles among the human jam for half an hour and we were there at 8+. sitex closes at 9. -.-

Jae came over my house today to do her nails! I feel super stress cos it's somewhat my first time doing on human nails ._. did lina's on fake nails which was much easier. she wanted hellokitty for mani and clouds for pedi! ta-dah~

Feel supersupersuper bad cos i kinda messed up a lil on her hellokitty!! hands were shaking a lil. Didn't know even coffee milk could cause it ._. but it looks pretty cute! from far. hahaha!! jae's nails were in pretty good condition as in the size and all. i could do better with bigger nails. ah well hope she likes it! hehe :D

think i can only do my nails tmr for bro's wedding since there'll be shitloads of people coming to my house today from indonesia. The first time in my life having the whole of indo family coming over to sg. i don't even wna think where i'm gna sleep tonight.. -.-

i can bet 3/4 of bro's wedding is filled with indo ppl........ ~

happy!~

Fresh new !

2011-11-23T20:03:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLO ALLLLLLLL.

Have you realized?! yes i finally changed the bloody blogskin..... i think thruout my blogging years i changed less than 10 skins leh HAHA cos i hate meddling with templates lol make me dizzy ._.

Removed links and all unnecessary shitz. changed my archives format too! ah love it! so much neater this way ^^

i'm sorry for the random chinese word for header. Haven't really thought of making one but yes i will. ( gah so lazy ]: )

ANYWAY, done with renewing my blog, I'm more motivated to blog now hahaha! okay great.

And SINCE i do not have a job, i'm so free now that i can finally practice my nails! I did Lina's nails for her prom 2 days back. it was super super rush as i had to go out of house like at 3pm and she arrived at my house at 1pm + . Which means i had less than 2 hours to do her nails! but luckily i could change my timing for my appointment which i went out of house at 4pm+ AND STILL 15mins late . too rush to take pic of her nails D: kinda love it cos it's pinkXblack! black goes well with any colour~~ ^^

Would be doing ahqi's nails for her prom which is next sat! test trail a few designs for her to see ytd and would be doing it like hopefully this few days for her! keke ^^

And also have to plan my nail design for bro's wedding..~ ah hate doing it myself....

Currently with no cosplay ordering since my account left with $2..... shag max. but would be one piece and Ao No Exorcist next! ^^ okay can can't wait alr. [:

ahh tsukaretaaaa ~

2011-11-16T08:05:00.000-08:00

herrow all! finally picked up my lazy ass to blog on afa!

Didn't attend Day 2 due to cuz's wedding ( boring obviously didnt even set my hair ) so i went down on sunday ! Since i got my costume and everything WAAAAAAAAY before Os i didn't have to worry chionging last min LOL. Did Saeko Busujima from High School of The Dead ! seriously i had a hard time portraying her as she was sort of a cool yet a lil flirtatious kindof girl. KINDA RIGHT. LOL. and the thing is i know it myself i don't look good not smiling. so the photos all ended up pretty jiao. haha! weeeelllllll i had fun tho since she's a character i admire much [:

It's fun that it all matters right? [:~~ aites! important ppl down ahead!!!

anna had volunteering work at some booth in afa so she leave us like halfway ]: thus not much pics w her~~~~~ ]: top left 2 are yentl and vernice! and ofc kana as road!

cousin's husband's cousin AKA cousin in law cousin AKA CILC

cosplay is great huh.

Last but not least! my hubby!!!!!!!! ~~ ♥

probably the cutest guy living around me! ♥ love~~~~~

OH! and ofc much thanks to Negi for being my takashi! :D

Now that AFA AND Os are over.. i have to really get a job. Expenses are needed MUCH esp when i'm someone who doesn't have self controls. over food. I have to pay at least half of my nails course which is like 2k. cos i didn't want mom to fork out for me even actually lol. but 4k is really over mu budget so i reckon i'll prolly pay half and mom pay the other half for me ]: and also my taiwan trip next year with my sisters . which is also at least 2k. ]: And i haven got back my bianbian. fyi it's my pet hamster ]:

used to own a dozen but they ended up fighting against each other and all died.

in conclusion. neeeeeeeeeeeds a job. k. good. think im gna find a lao kok kok f&b job to subsidize first HAHAHAH

Teoheng with my sat dears today! probably shall wait another day to post up the pics! -voice breaks-

it's been almost a year. and i still can't let it go. this impulsiveness of mine is not getting me anywhr. I have to. I need to. Despite us still making fun of me on that case and i didn't mind ( really not at all ) but come to think of it. i still didn't really let it go. this is getting on my nerves and probably would haunt me forever.

2011-11-07T05:50:00.000-08:00

HI ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

since i just drank a whole cup of coke im damn high now i reckon i can blog w high spirits lol!

anyw! major exams are over for me!!!!!!!! darn happy. well, i gave my best shot! hope i can get good grades as well [: ( my first ever waking up at 5am to study okkkkk ....ss ~.~ )

and so sisters and i went out the very next day HAHA it's been so long since we last went to town! missed making up D:

computer seemed to have prob transferring my cam photos D: so i koped from zoey!

my pregnant jiejie.

my ah qi~

and the most annoying shit

this makes the 4 of us. HAHA

i camped home the whole day ytd and hogged onto one piece. ah~ robin chan~~ damn cried at the part whr she finally said she wanna stay alive D: ah well luffy crew suki des!

phokage asked me out for shoot ytd so i went out with him today! just returned home not long~ lens are hurting my eyes gotta throw them alr! but well! enjoyed the shoot!! :D

anyw i went mini solo shopping two days back! i'm a BIG fan of maybelline's product. hahah a pity i couldn't get their mineral loose powder D: think they took it off.. loved their eyeliner liquid foundation! so i reckon their concealer should be pretty good! and it sure is good! covers all my pimple scars! and stayed on almost the whole day! love it .

and still couldn't get my hands on the candy doll lipstick........ and dollywink lashes D: 买不下手。。

gna one piece! afa is this weekend! ~

2011-10-31T03:08:00.000-07:00

2 subjects down people.

just this week. i just need to study 3 more subs and i'm OUT FOR LIFEEEEEEEE. and i just don't give a shit to chinese and science mcq paper. hahaha.

tmr's chemistry paper and i don't know anything about chem at all. well cept for organic chem that i requested maths tutor to teach me ytd hehe. ahhhhh ottoke D: i wasted my saturday watching one piece ~ D: so today full force geography and yes i finally finished it \0/ missed out one chapt though cos devt is too boring . ]:

recently very nervous ah~ at home watch tv nervous, on bed play games nervous, study nervous, right now also nervous T^T wouldn't die ba ~

2 more weeks to afa! miss cosplaying much. can't wait to debut~~~

。。

要到去年的那一天了。这两年真的是又悲伤又痛苦。真的只能用痛苦来形容。好不容易脱离了痛苦的日子，结果让我碰上了一个花心的男人。自己真的很傻，像个笨蛋似的。

还让爸妈担心我。还做了错事。

但没关系！将来的我会更坚强！不会做错事了！也不会再流无谓的眼泪了。

单身的日子真好。

但如果是yong hwa 的话~~~~~ 就不一样啦~ 好可爱啊！！会音乐的男生要抓紧！！哈哈哈

。。。。。。。最近我还真感伤啊~

2011-10-24T21:35:00.000-07:00

damn demoralized after english paper. so i kinda thought i should blogged a little before starting on maths ]:

SIGH.

this was ytd morning before paper ]: fucked up hair with fucked up face and so i literally fucked my paper up T^T

my forever messy forever no time clean makeup desk ]: no time is just an excuse ~

and my d&t artefact!~ probably nvr gna see it again~ ah my darling ]:

and this was about 3 months ago when i worked for peelfresh ]: jurong ok mind you. and cute jelly mascot \0/

and this ]: cut it by accident when i wanted to use the shaver to trim my eyebrows ]: LIKE SUAY OR WHAT T^T ! i stoned and went jelly . WAHHHHHHH~ T^T

been jogging for the past week, gotta prove it wrong to my relatives!!!!! it's so annoying when they start comparing you and your sister. when my sis gyms like thrice per week cos gym is available at her office. nb.

And also watched paranormal activity 3 on sat abruptly, asking the guys down w zoey and wanqi . and as usual, i didn't watch much. T^T but still understood the story watching 1 and 2..

like stress !! like about 18 or 19 days to afa which means the end of O lvls~~ please end it soon ]: i had high hopes on science practical so please maths be easy~ i'm dying to get into tp.

......... ok can bath - lunch - start work. anyeong~

2011-10-09T03:59:00.000-07:00

it's offically . 14 more days to O level written paper .

and guess what , i didn't attend school the whole of this week. well yea i went to the library almost everyday though, was good . it was until thurs wani text me to go back school which... i obviously rejected HAHAHA. but ah studying is reaaaaaaaally boring. i mean not to say the content but i cant imagine myself having to study the whole of my life o_______o meh.

my studying life . wakeup > washup > library > study/eat/study > home > nua > sleep

and the cycle repeats the whole of this week. i can't fucking believe myself T_T well graduation is next wed...... and i have no intention of going. really. wani literally opt me out of RSL just to make me go back school. k cool. but still. i can say i'm really sick and tired la. really. i would very much rather study one fucking whole week than to go one day of school. YES i hate school that much. prolly not when i'm up to poly. Stand in my shoes and you'll know how i feel.

ah well~ can't wait for afa ^^ which hengly or suayly lies on the weekend before my last paper. eh cool or what -.- but well last paper's science mcq and till now i have no single idea of any science topics. so yea. but i'm 100% done for afa! HAHAHAH actually wanted to chiong another cos since it's a two days event but i'm down for cuz wedding on sat. suayz.

ohyea have i mention ? i went to a nail seminar w sis last month and i registered for the course. LOL. 4k course and mom said she wanna sponsor weewooweeeeee. but means i have to chiong for taiwan trip ! but i have no idea when to start. danggg. ah well shall decide as the time comes.

for you people who have been missing my camwhores HAH

NYEONG~

2011-10-04T04:41:00.000-07:00

..So, i was sick these 2 days. Had fever on sunday night, actually in fact the whole day but i didn't realized it until at night.. LOL. very very very bad headache for the whole day.

Mom was going to indonesia on Monday, very abrupt notice. As one of my indonesia auntie was in the hospital and surviving on the tubes that was connected from the machine to her. Mom is back around an hour ago telling me what happened back there. Now i know who this auntie is.. i seriously felt damn sad and i really wanna cry. It must be so heart wrecking for her family members.. Mom told me that her husband was by her side 24/7 and didn't wanna leave, he was asked back home by his family members, he went home, he cried. real hard.

Mom said she can't feel this auntie's legs, it was cold. like a dead person's legs.

after listening, i kinda wished that i didn't knew any friends at all. Esp the sisters/cliques i'm w now. I don't wanna be thr at the hospital having to see them going thru all this. surviving on tubes.

damn sad.

And fever is coming back, gone, back, gone. -.- headache is really.

.............................i'm slow dying in process.

2011-09-30T19:52:00.000-07:00

anyeong haseh yo minna san !

It's 10:58am on a saturday morning. What am i doing blogging like now?

argh darn bad morning. bet it's due to the bad night last night. had gastric/cramp ( can't even feel which is which lolol ) , nose was bleeding out of a sudden and the blood vessel in my right eye burst which resulted in stinging pain and blood shot eyes D: i wore lens after 4days eh... i'm sure i gave my eyes enough rest T.T

Sis had to irritate me this morning by not closing the door and i'm still on my bed wtf. urghhhhhhh.

I skipped 3 days of school the past week hahaha hey! i was out studying alrights D: wani just couldn't understand that that fact i HATE the class and school and i can't concentrate when i'm tired. ah well just 9 more days to graduation. i.fucking.can't.wait.to.get.out.of.this.school

well it's october alreadyyyyyyy i have to fucking wake myself up that this is the crucial period. yes we have stepped into O's month~~~ and the fact that i'm not pushing myself hard enough. urghhh gambatte gambatte D:

and just my luck that cousin's wedding is on afa day 2. great. i can only go for day 3 and end my last paper after afa.

Bought lotsa cosmetics but i have no chance to use them~~~ T.T O LVLS WHY . i remembered myself 9 months back thinking O lvls is just 9 month away... and now it's A MONTH AWAY eh no LESS THAN THAT. and how i can slack thru my lower sec life + sec 3 lololol .

i'm the coolest kid on earth ya. hahaha can't wait to begin my LIFE after exams. god.

i think i shall have my lunch and prep for tution later on . Jaaaaaaaaaa

2011-09-21T05:58:00.001-07:00

Not funny i tell you. Not funny.

Eating too much a day IS SERIOUSLY NO GOOD.

fuck die me pls kkthx.

Prelim results still die.

getting fatter

left eyelid been twitching for half an hour ( like the fuck?! what is gna happen huh car crash? ...CHOY )

i miss going out .

i really wanna go taiwan w sisters. pls hope they are all free ! I WANT NIGHT MARKETS......

need to cut my hair. dye my hair. reborn my hair. get a new curler. treatment for my hair.

need to do my nails.

get more wigs. costumes. makeups.

more shoots.

more events.

and. pray this one month be over. asap.

2011-09-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

omg hi why am i updating ! Felt like i needa update this dead space a lil hehe since i had too much fun today -3-

well ANYWAY , O's is in just 39 days (? or 35) okay somewhere there, yes i must buck up/pull up my socks etcetc. Wani was literally screaming at us today and i can kinda guess she's tired of scolding alr lol.

Sept holi ended 5 days ago and it's the weekends tmr! to think the last week of today i was working....... yes , i was working w ape at some yishun place . i rmbed i worked till 10:30pm on fri night and ape and i was dead otw home. And we had to report for work at 8:15am the next day, mind you its YISHUN. and so i woke at 6am lol.

look at my 6am makeup face lol. well work was really , absolutely , bloody tiring. i had so much to complain on! irritating kids, annoying aunties, absurd weather etcetc.. but still it's pretty fun for me! it's like a funfair anyw and ape and i was in charge of the games stall.. i had the fucking longest queue k. and to think for the first one hour i was ALONE DOING THE JOB. until boss came and place some guy w me. well we both died after abt 5 hrs. try picking up nerf gun bullets every 2 mins for 5 hrs. + fucking annoying aunties. lol. my menses cramp just had to come that day, it was fucking horrible.

ended the whole fair at around 3+ and we started packing everything when ape and i was literally dying in one corner lol. nonetheless thanks shawn for the job ! ^^ *funds added to tw trip. yessssss*

this was on natsu matsuri.. looking at this photo reminds me of how we often go out at night to 'study' ended up fooling ard and prata-ing our night away. it's been long since the 6 of us went out tgt... after exams ppl!! [:

many loves to zoey for teaching chem!!! i had so much trouble learning extraction of iron today.. still i love ah zo for teaching T^T love ni~~

okay! shall catch some Zs and replenish my sleep for tmr's studying again! DINNER TMR WOOOO

2011-09-03T00:35:00.000-07:00

sup ducks . it's been a good 2 months since i last posted huh . Well yes i'm really extremely bored right now .

This 2 months have not been great . Life revolves around shits horrible people studies craps , well life is all about that isn't it .

And i was reading my past blog posts , this 2 years have been pretty eventful for me . People come and go , i have come to realize to cherish the people who have been with me thru the hard times i had . Thank you guys very much . As for the people who went , it must be a bad period for me and you , nonetheless good luck with your life .

Enough with that and move on with my current life . Studies is still choking me as ever , been eating too much outside with cliques recently , i've been catching up on the movies/dramas i missed out .

I still very much enjoy whatsapping with the usual guys despite they spam and hang for the first time and it started hanging the next few times . I mean , they are great friends . really . I could speak freely with them without having to fear . Yes to be honest i do , last time . I fear talking with friends that might cause them to quarrel with me but not now . I love my current clique . They are humorous , nothing to fear , and we go anywhere we want ! And yes namely ;

Wanqi Shawn Zhilin Zonghan Zoey Lina Jeffrey . They have got to be the best guys on earth . Cos i start to realize i've been laughing much , from my heart and not just on the face .

Prata during midnight , Holiday flats , ghost stories , Pool till late nights , DDR , Mahjong overnight , GOOD FOOD , making a fool out of ourselves in the public , natsu matsuri and of cos whatsapp hahahaha .

been great this few months .

The people around does really matter alot . and i'm glad i found my right one

2011-07-08T09:13:00.000-07:00

I.AM.SO.BUSY.

and so i was thinking . should i quit blogging for good? i mean i've been blogging for near 5 years now and i'm actually restricted to what i blog . but then again , no point quitting my 5 years hobby for being restricted . it's mine and i can do what i want with it . so yeah .

back to the topic , lack of updates due to having spend 3/4 of my whole week in school , not including my self studying time . We had a hardcore day in school today though it's friday , 2nd dateline for dnt was to pass up our presentation board . i couldn't make it with my artefact , ( which still haz hope heh ) we were doing dnt from 1 - 6/7 . okay obviously including fooling around . hahaha kinda stressful while having to think it's the bloody O lvl dateline to pass up this damn thing and have to draw accurately . i should have taken a photo man , recalling back now it's kinda hilarious LOL can you imagine the whole room was filled with papers ? yes on the tables and on the floors EVERYWHERE . stationeries , books files and more papers . Everyone was going in and out from the lab . and so was i LOL Koh's group was next door in the lab using computers to do their work while WE ( Ng + chin ) had to do it with the basic pencils and erasers . 39 students in one room? havocccc .

Things were much much better at the end of the day when i finished my work and listening to mdm chin complaining about the work of her students . i was giggling at a side listening to her while rendering my isometric . And as usual how chin locks us in not letting anyone to leave without clearing up the mess , but still we get to sneak out anyw HAH .

So that concludes my friday .

btw anyone else screwed up their MT o lvl oral ? i did .

It's harder than i expected....................T^T

I'm seldom on blog nor facebook . So if you wanna updates of me , follow me on twitter ! [:

2011-06-26T05:37:00.000-07:00

hi all~

neglecting this space again and again .

time passes so fast that now , cosfest'11 is over and school is tmr. gna update a lil heh .

We went to wq's cousin's holiday flat last thurs, lina zhilin and i cycled over there, and we all spend the night there ! the usual cliques . The most embarrassing thing happened to me. Not to say i'm very drunk and i'm more of high. i laughed i screamed i cried . damn paiseh can and the worse thing your friends can do is to video you down -.- and idk why i found a photo in ma phone....

yes thats me on the floor

few of us toh ard 3 , a few others crapped THRU OUT THE NIGHT omfg -.- i was damn tired k. until like 7-8 all of us were asleep cept for wq LOL. last man standing . And taekwando fight w zhilin in the morning . -faint- and we had to cycle back under the hot sun......... T^T

Cosfest was today and ytd !

I did Sheryl white gown on day 1 and miku canterella on day 2 [: You wouldn't want to know how it feel to wear long gowns w 3-4 thick layers of pannier in it under hot sun.....

Both days were pretty awesome ! i got awesome photos from weijiat william alfen and TH ! TH got the best photo srsly, gna upload when i received from him!

if you can see LOL

Heavy dress be heavy, we can't sit down or something. kana looks like a potato when she sits LOL. running ard for shoots here and there ~ day 1 be awesome [:

Day 2 was w anna as ma kaito ! feel my miku look so much better from last year ! kinda satisfied. we went home pretty early today as we were tired . [ like obviously not . it just irritates me to see fucktards here and there ]

kaito be bishie ranka be kawaii ~ trying to see if i can make it for stgcc [: brand new cos ! bet hentai pehpeh will come .__.

School? What's school ?

2011-06-19T19:43:00.000-07:00

hardcore sewing past few days .

Left to do :

Sheryl + ranka's armwarmer , Sheryl's dress , Ranka's ribbon

Miku's dress , Kaito's blazer .

PANNIER

THERES ALOT OF SEWING TO DOOOOO T^T hope all can get in time ahhhhhhh ~

Cosfest countdown : 5 more days .

2011-06-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

...... updates soon k people . it's been like my everyday life to Dnt from 8 - 5 , home , sew part of my costume , sleep , and it starts again the next day . and it just seem like my artefact never finishes . fuckkkkkk .

well , apart from hardcore dnt , at least i have something to look forward to . [:

cosfest .

it'll be my third year this year . can't wait ~ Be cosplaying on both days . Catch me at Downtown east on the 25th and 26th June people ! :D

K gonna dinner and finish up my arm warmer . jaaa

2011-06-13T04:54:00.000-07:00

anyeong people !

yes i think i'll just update once every week LOL .

Bedok 85 w ah na and ah qi on last thursday ! den i kind of slacked my friday off . Www w 4 of my sisters and kaijun ! was pretty awesome cos there's no sun AT ALL ! cos it was raining pretty heavily before hahaha . Then the usual sat people came my house again but i was extremely exhuasted after swimming so they didn't ton .

and yes sunday . i went for a bridal event thing , which is NOT . and i thought it was at first . i agreed to it steadily cos i get to wear a wedding gown ! i thought at first , which i ended up wearing just a dress ._. and ya know what . i was giving out flyer at the link between suntec convention and marina sq . and YES I WAS THERE . i was on my heels and the dress is fucking thick and tight . a guy friend whom was the ' groom ' was in this tgt w me as well , and he was expected to wear formal w blazer -.- wtf pls he gave up after 1-2 hrs and removed the blazer lol ! regretted much to agreeing to this shit . but i get to wear a dress anyw T^T

and this is it ..~

Ms ng's sick again today and so there's not dnt AGAIN today . spent my day watching show and sewing ! and ... i transformed this ...

to...

This !!

i know it's not very obvious it's a flower anyw . LOL it's damn ex omg -.- gotta sew on ribbons and my headdress is done ~ ^^ heh so pretty can !

mom is back from indonesia today and two of their luggage got left behind there . you should see the commotion at our house when they reached .. lol .

gotta get some Zs ! nights all !

bless me coughing all night long .

2011-06-07T03:22:00.000-07:00

opps hahaha sorry for neglecting this space again .

i wanted to like update few weeks ago but blogger didn't allow me to upload photos wtf idkwhy but yea .

school's been a sucker really . i had to literally drag myself outta bed today . yes . it just sucks that much to go to school . i kinda thought of i wouldn't pass my O's though . haha .

yes i was sewing cosfest costume like last week . and i loveeeeeed this so much k ! blue is a real pretty colour ~ :D :D part of costume is like actually done but i wouldn't want to reveal much HEH . you guys will know if you come for cosfest ^^ DTE ONLY WHATTTTTT . so near ~

anyw . comifest 2 were on last sat . and guess what . it sucked as much as the first one . firstly the location is terrible . not considering cosplayer's w long gowns etc would get dirty in that kind of place . secondly THERE'S NO BLOODY INDOOR AIRCON WTF . that's even worse for cosplayers wearing 2cmthick coats covering from their head to toe and not forgetting their thick makeups on . we had to resort to gg to the bowling area for rest . even i wearing just a plain sleeveless dress was sweating like some shit furthermore i see other friends of mine w long hair thick long dress thick makeup . k wtf in conclusion , no more comifest for me .

i'm wondering if i can finish cosfest day 2's costume in time T^T mom's not done w anna's ...~ and not to include the laces arghhhhhhhh . ok don't stress .

gotta get over w this shit and done w.

I.CANT.WAIT.FOR.O.LEVELS.TO.BE.OVERRRRRRRRRRR

2011-05-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

Anyeong hasehyo people !

Just a lil update recently ~

Material hunt w anna on sat ! Decided to go JAF last min , and we bumped into Alfen and ppl at somerset mrt which they are heading to L2P ! so we joined them lo ~ small shoot for us after that heheh .

Went to food fair w family ytd ! A bloody bad choice to go on a sunday .. A good thing is that i'm tall and mom wouldn't have a hard time looking ard for me HAHAHA . I overate my breakfast ytd morning and... i was having a very bad day the whole afternoon . Super sick omg .

i found the best bei bei mian !!!!! This was the brand i had in taiwan last year ! it's so fucking awesome i swearrrrrr . Kind of costly but it's so damn good . really . 4 for $10 so i bought 4!!! SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT MOREEEEEEE but there's only two flavours -.- Singapore doesn't have the Beef flavour that i had in taiwan ! But i rmb the last food fair mom bought the eel one and i ate it . Fucking heaven i swear . It has real meat in it . SERIOUSLY . MY FAV CUP NOODLE WHICH CANNOT BE FOUND IN SGP !@#$%^

Anyw ~ Having a bad start for my O lvl MT paper . Guess what . i was late . I THOUGHT i wouldn't be late . So i slowly stroll when i was near my house . And NOT A SINGLE secondary school student in sight . Until i was near East spring , i saw adeline on the bus , and realising there's no one near the school . Then i realise i might be late and i RAN TO SCHOOL . wtf -.- And it was morning . Sweating like a pig and sitting for the exam is NOT awesome at all .

MT paper = GG . I can't secure my A1 alr ........ T^T fucking sad .

Gotta do my costume tmr or something arghhhhhhh COMEON I CAN DO IT ~!

Epic convo of me and suju fan .

W: SuJu fan here!
X: SHINee fan here!
W: I'm with T-ara fan.
X: I'm meeting AKB fan.
W: Nana fan at downtown. The other AKB fan not meeting.

2011-05-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

Sad , worried and alot other mixed feelings .

2 big bad news for me today .

Afa is on 11thNov11 . When my O lvl last paper is on the 14th . I heard it's not a weekend -.- don't have to put it on a weekday just to have a nice date .

2nd bad news . Mom told me dad got sack today . For some reasons the boss gave , dad was extremely angry . when dad got sacked , means lower income ( i don't even know what we're gonna survive on . probably bro . ) , and the lorry that we have been using for years , belongs to the company and has to be returned .

FYI , dad sends me to school every morning w the lorry , then he goes to work . This means that i have to wake up earlier to walk to school . no more sleeping till 6:40 and still have dad to drive at max speed to bring me to school .

w.o the lorry we can't have family outing at random places in a big grp ( my family is big anyw. ) Dad is extraordinary quiet during dinner today . i'm really worried . Mom says he'll need to return the lorry in 2 days time . Tmr will be my last day w the lorry .

Really nothing can describe my feelings now . Sis isn't around to share the pain . i really feel like crying .

Now what i wanna do . Study well , get good grades , get in poly and find a stable job that i'm able to take care of mom and dad .

why is everything happening at the wrong time

2011-05-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

eh...........................^^

Sorry but key is my first priority hehehe . i can't seem to pause at the sexy part of maknae's that both me and zoey loved . ♥.♥

Alr feeling that my holidays are coming ......... when there is around a month more a school ._. crapppppp

Gambatte minna ! Just this 4 months more ! 4 months only !!! Jiayou please buck up ong xinhui .

June = Crucial time . jiayou

Distractions :

- Stop getting distracted in class thinking about key/taemin

- stop thinking bout cosplay omg .

- THE HEAT O.M.G biggest distraction

- stop falling asleep arghhhhhh

2011-05-19T04:35:00.000-07:00

- SHINee fever from 2 years back got to me again after watching hello baby .

- We've been starting to play Dance Dance Revolution recently , Mom suggested to sponsor me a dancepad holyyyyyy . I shouldn't agree to it right .. ._. Bad year .

- Whole family is sick , sis mom dad and i . well almost WHOLE , cept the 2 brothers that are overseas . Took half day today .

- Intensive Mother Tongue starts from tmr onwards . Which totally spoils our plan for tmr's outing . k fuck .

- i . failed my english for mye . that's a real bad thing .

- I'm really not in any of the mood to start any shit revision . I wonder how the kids in E1 can cope w pure sciences . crazehhhhhhhh .

- Midst of learning lucifer . it's so hard .

- spammage of shinee songs now now now hahahhaa . dinga ding ding

- RP i'm coming for you ......

- really need to learn sewing on my own , i've been urging mom to help me sew but i don' wanna do that cos she's sick ]: gotta finish the costumes asap . it's my last event before O's afterall...

IASP for MT is totally fun . wow .

2011-05-15T23:29:00.000-07:00

ogie . I'm currently high on caffeine right now . Thus spammage in twitter . So , gomenasai people . -bows-

anyw i went to the lousiet and shittiest wedding ytd. China waitress have the lousiest service srsly zzz .

anyw love my look ytd !

thanks lina for the lens from taiwan ! :D

And this was me w lisi last night . She seemed bored so i let her watch tom and jerry on funshion w her on my lap . which is a total bad choice cos she kept coming to me today wanting to sit on my lap to watch while i was watching hello baby ._.

TAEMINNIE APPA ~ ONEW APPA ~ SHINEE FEVER IS BACK HAHAHHA .

Saturday 14thMay

ah qi and i went scape to find our saturday gang ppl , cos they wanted to go to the opening of their AKB48 shop ._. which literally shocked us at the length of the queue of ppl waiting to go in . so we went to the hand shake meeting instead , which is also and eye opener for us to see jap fanboys of akb. HAHAH

went to fey's house for ddr after . and SO ARE WE NOW . HAHAHAH

OKAY BYE PEOPLE

2011-05-12T03:12:00.000-07:00

ohmygod blogger's down with error this afternoon and i couldn't upload any pictures , now that they're finally done ! phew

okay today's on how to vote for me ! HAHAHA

it's not tedious at all not tedious ~ and THAT is my photo below .

In case you dk how to vote for me , i marked out the ' like ' sign . Sign up and vote ! :D

You can vote until 6 june ! So till then please ask your friends and families to vote for me ! HAHAHA .

Many thanks and loves to people who have been voting for us ! you guys have been damn awesome \0/ Continue to vote alrights ! [:

Link to website here :

http://www.teenage.com.sg/Teenage.Web/Homepage/Content.aspx?key=cosplay-voting-anime

every vote counts so do help alrights ? [: love you guys !

2011-05-10T04:10:00.000-07:00

i think i should do a proper post hahah

we had our mother's day dinner w my relatives , which was NOT at all enjoyable . food SUCKS and we just had to sit with my auntie who was giving her jiao face throughout the dinner .

When we were young we were ignorant , now that we grew up we finally realise how ugly their hearts actually are , why boast ? why are you such a hypocrite ? why do you like to bully my mom ? Why can't you just treat all your children the same ?
Is it really important to have a son as a child ? that even dad is your son yet you don't wanna stay in w us cos mom gave birth to daughters ?

I never knew all this until mom talked to us ytd . I'm glad mom likes daughters , i'm glad mom didn't treat sis and i differently because we were girls not boys . I don't see much difference from a girl and a boy , i mean as compared to capability . I trust girls could do much more than a guy .

I'm starting to detest gg for gatherings w my relatives .

2011-05-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hi xmm . This is for you .

This.is.a.total.joke.

sorry for the wordy post ahead but this is just too hilarious that i have to blog it .

If you still remember me being fucking pissed off at this certain blogshop owner ( B if you rmb HAHAHA if not check out my few blogpost behind ), i met her today . Since today i'm gg marsiling mrt to meet another buyer , i told B i'm gg to meet her since i'm around red line area . She said she couldn't come to the mrt station , i told her i could go ANYWHERE i want . so i went to somewhere near her house .

I swear . she's a fucking big joke . I went with my sister because we're going for mother's day dinner after , so my sis came with me . And when we're about to reach , i received a call from B , and to think it's a guy's voice . When i reached i saw this guy coming towards me ( i assume it's B's brother ), with a bag . My sis was like asking where is B . AND SHE'S LIKE FAR APART . HAHAHA she was standing at a far distance behind , and i knew sis were gonna ask where's B . so sis called B over , and demand a apology from her . And B rolled her eyes and went ' I'm sorry . ' OH FUCK YOU , i don't remember seeing a SORRY from your text , sis went on reprimanding her ( feeling fucking awesome now ) and she just kept quiet .

B is fucking joke . she could vulgar and say all sorts of shit to wanqi thru text , and now she met me and fucking kept her mouth shut . AND EVEN CALLED HER BROTHER DOWN . omg i just buay tahan . really joke . Lame xiao mei mei be lame .

If you don't have the ability to rebut back at the person face to face don't be a coward and hide behind your phone or your brother who DON'T EVEN KNOW anything about the case . But anyw the items i got were perfectly fine . so i'll just let it go . An apology is enough for me . If B had done that in the first place i wouldn't need to go down all the way to yishun . But i wanted that apology . If you didn't do anything wrong , why should you be scared ? seriously . -.- and really , so what if your items are pretty rare around de net ? given your attitude towards customers . seriously -.-

My sister is fucking awesome muahahhaa i think the reason sis is pretty flare up is because of the weather . we got down at the wrong stop and had to walk one bustop , i think that's why she's angry . HAHAHA too bad bitch . I'm NOT gonna buy any fucking shit from you ever again . HAHAHA .

suck on that bitch .

2011-05-06T12:12:00.000-07:00

OK THIS IS A QUICK UPDATE PEOPLE .

I NEED A.L.L OF YOUR HELP .

Ok , i just need you guys to vote for me . K it's a cosplay competition , (which is like my first time entering hohoho) ANYWAY .

CLICK HERE .

Okay people , this is actually VERY SIMPLE . you have to sign up for an account at Teenage.com.sg

I KNOW it might look abit tedious but please do help ok ! create one account and you can vote for me EVERYDAY ~~~~~ LOL . i know some of you guys might just click until the sign up part and just [ X ] it cos it's so tedious . but please do help ok ! my first time entering a competition i don't want to kenna kick out at the first round T.T Just tell me if you voted for me and i'll give you a sweet . HAHAHA . I HAVE IT OKAY !! Starting from today onwards please do vote for me ~~~~ :D

Sign up for account - fill in your particulars - wait for activation email - activate - VOTE !!!

okay actually it's pretty simple right ! ^^ Yes if not you can go to my facebook profile and a link is shared by me . [: easy as 1 2 3 ~~~~~ wee HAHAHA .

okay damn it's 3.30am alr . vote and i'll love you guys max . muacks .

2011-05-02T04:12:00.000-07:00

it's been 6 hours and i'm still pissed off now .

if you've been following my twitter or we're frds on fb , you would have known that i'm goddamn pissed off today by this irresponsible blogshop owner .

k probably i should name her as B to make it less confusing . ( actually it's bcos her name is bitch under my contacts hahaha )

K i ordered items from B about a month ago , which has wanqi's birthday present and a wallet i bought for myself . thinking it would reach here by wanqi's birthday , i didn't bother much . 2 weeks passed and wanqi's birthday was over . Then our items arrive . Obviously i didn't want to delay wanqi's present for so long , i text B if i could get my items asap since it was for a friend's birthday present . She told me she don't do postage , a mass meetup would be held in may . But i could get the items earlier if i want provided i go to her secondary school to collect , which is at yishun .
Like hello ? i don't mind if it's at yishun MRT but why must you make me go all the way down to your school ? wanqi told me she wanted to see her present so she doesn't mind going to B's school . so i gave wanqi B's number so it's easier for them to communicate . they were supposed to meet up last friday , which is 29thapril , Friday . B then said on friday she couldn't make it , but since wanqi couldn't make it also , we didn't mind that .

Then B told us there'll be a mass meetup on Monday 2May . she text wanqi that and wanqi replied OK . i couldn't make it cos it's 12 - 1.30pm and i'm afraid i couldn't wake up on time . so wanqi went there alone . When wanqi is otw , she's afraid that she's late so she text B that she's coming alr but a lil late . and B said OK .

Now when wanqi reached . B fucking told her she forgot to bring our items . wanqi didn't have the voice to argue back with her cos she's sick and having bad sore throat . B even told her to turn left and tap out of the control station . Means she knew wanqi is coming , but she claim that wanqi didn't tell her she's coming .

Wanqi then inform me that the person didn't bring . Obviously i got angry . After knowing what happened between them i text B , initially i wanted to go down to yishun , follow her to her house and get my items from her . She told me she had many customers but don't save their numbers and didn't know that wanqi is coming down . If B is smart enough she would have save their numbers and told wanqi that she didn't bring our items when wq is alr otw . NOT when wanqi reached then say ' Oh i forgot to bring , you didn't tell me you're coming . ' Have some common sense will you ? So i told her ' how about you traveling to tampines and i tell you 'oh i forgot to bring' ' ? she bloody told me it's not a big deal .

k anyw B changed her mind that she'll register postage to me . Probably thinking in mind that she didn't want to meet me (HAHAHHA) i wanted to agree to that but she started vulgar-ing wq on text and wq is furious about it . And insist on me meeting her .

And so i'm going to meet her after her exams .

As a blogshop owner , she should know that customer's are always right ( actually i don't really care about that but hahaha ) she kept saying she don't have time cos she's having her exams . If her exams are more important then why open a blogshop when you can't handle it properly ? if you can handle things with more responsibility it's okay . But not when you keep giving shit excuses and blaming your customers . Please , have the tendency to double check with your customers , and also not arguing back with them .

i heard B even gave wrong sizes to my juniors who ordered . wow totally hahaha .

anyw this is her link .

KOREANSALES.CO.NR

KOREANSALES.CO.NR

KOREANSALES.CO.NR

i'm putting this everywhere on the net so as to let people know how 'responsible' she is .

*anyw good job for ruining my study day .

* NEW NEWS ! updated at 9:30pm .

this is damn joke i swear . now she insist on postaging me , saying ' isn't it better if postage ? '

FYI , pls read her web and it clearly stated ' WE DON'T DO POSTAGE . ' she is damn joke .

sorry kid . too bad but i really want to see your jiao face much . i told her i'm willing to wait until her exams are over and i'll go ANYWHR she wanna meet . seriously la . why you so joke ? why you can talk so much shit over text and now don't dare meet me ? JOKE .

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actually i think i'll scare her off anyw . Giant ma ...... >:

2011-05-01T09:38:00.000-07:00

actually i realise i have ALOTTTTTT of videos to upload . but either too unglam or that others dont want me to upload . they're all damn interesting i swear hahaha .

so sup kidsssssss ! it's sunday and there's no god damn school tmr ! yea man \m/

... and so i was thinking how did i stay awake today with merely 7 hrs of sleep . ok la actually quite avg . but i rmb i was super tired la ! anyw ! like our weekly routine we'd meet up every sat night for studying , but no one seems to be available cept the guys . lina was with her boyf and wq is sick at home . and shawn happens to be at tamp (again) , they asked me down for dinner with them . at mr prata . AGAIN ~~~ HAHA . ok and as we were deciding where to go , someone suggested to go my house for i-cant-rmb-what . but i think ah fey said he wanted to mahjong . and the 3 of them was like physcoing me to come up my house .

and they did la . lol . lina came ard 10 or 11 , and we played till 5am until i really cmi and chased them all out HAHAHA omg dejavu . they all damn cool went for breakfast prata . HAHA . walao we might as well live in prata shop man .

and i woke at 12 . only?! k crazy shit . today was spent fruitlessly . very shittttttttty ]: study tmr . k bye shit~ ^^

2011-04-30T01:16:00.000-07:00

everything's fine . really . lol .

.......

........................

i should be happy ? LOL .

又再骗无知小妹妹了。

。。。好像我也算在内吧。哈哈哈哈哈。

可奇怪的是，找的年纪越来越小，还越来越。。。有点。。。噢看不下去!! * 吐

奉劝小妹妹一句, 看人不要看表面 , 也得看看他心里呀.. 说这什么狗屁 'your favourite hello hardest goodbye ' , 我呸! 到头来吃亏的还是你哦..

再怎么说老娘看来看去还是。。。。比你像样多了。哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

哎呀。。。忘了，前阵子不是看了心藏吗？怎么还不死啊？不要再浪费地球的空气啦，像你这种人吐的气都是黑色的，心黑，肺也黑，自然吐的气是黑的呀。

阴笑* 小妹妹。祝你好运咯~~~~

看来我能去写小说了 ~~ 哇哈哈哈！

2011-04-24T01:07:00.000-07:00

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。无言。

其实老娘也都没事了。就。。有点。。。。。。。。。。。 -。- 算了说不下去了。

又是另一个礼拜天！！！头好痛哦。。

昨天去跑步了！其实也不能说是跑，应该是散步吧哈哈哈哈哈。体力下降了。。。哭*

mom said the photos from my shoot is nice .. just that ............ I'M TOO FAT . WTF .

like seriously . in need to go on diet . zzzzzzz

OH BTW ! please support ,

CLICK HERE !

finally putting up my sales .. T.T !

2011-04-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

SUP KIDS !

anyone missed me?! i just don't have the urge to blog k . anyw , it's GOOD FRIDAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!! and i was totally counting down on thursday at the start of the day for school to end for our long weekend .

I met kana today , supposedly to go for material hunting , which we still did , but vernice text me ytd for a night shoot ! and so since we both would be bored after material hunting , so i agreed !

i swear vernice and her dad are the cutest father and daughter . took really awesome photos k ! shall get zilians from kana ..................... meanwhile .

HI that's me hehehe .

- okay waits -

-15mins past- * YES REALLY*

-another 15mins past before she replies me-

k finally she did and here it isssssss :D

k la sorry kids no camwhore photo of self cos no bring camera and phone cam suck max .

my eyes burning now ]: ]: i'm gg to bed now la !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! k nights sweeties :D

2011-04-16T20:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO !

first of all , happy birthday to my dearest wanqi ! Promised her a 4 layered box with all her fav food last year , which i didn't do it in the end . So i wanted to make her that this year !! but only 2 layers though wahaha . strawberries and prawnsssssssssss ! :D Shall go make the 4 layered one for our picnic ^^

So guan came my house at 7 and we started doing all the way till 10 . And i even wanted to make my candy apple ....... ]: surprised kind of failed when wanqi saw zong and people at mac HAHA . k so the plan was this . me and guan was supposed to meet her for study and we fly her aeroplane on purpose . so we did and lina went to meet her . But that few guys went to mac first thinking she's not there and she saw them ._. plan abit fail but i guess she's still shock from the appearance of me and guan wahahhaa :D

Super nice cake k . ^^

Slacked at mac , then to mr prata for breakfast/supper LOL . it's like damn scary to walk in the middle of the night when we started talking bout ghost stories and thinking something weird in somewhere at that corner . Everyone is goddamn funny ^^ home at 5 .

need to bathe bathe batheeeeeee den meet ms ng later ! sakurafest this friday leh .. ]:

2011-04-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

Soy'C ~

so was at anna's as usual , late AS USUAL . and the weather was goddamn hot as usual . make up was melting much when we reach the interchange . and sensed one group of people shooting at us on the train . lol .

bishie kaito lolol .

anyw event itself was pretty boring . finally met with friends that didn't meet for longggggg ! like since the last event which was last year . shoot with william and photogs ! then went for dinner at clementi hohoho . Dinner was super awesome . we just literally hogged on to their dslrs and spammed photos hehehe . william's cam , 3kg to camwhore with . LOL .

Too many photos . LOL

shityi as taiga ahhhhhhhhhh .

when the both of us miss macross cosplay so much . LOL we just got into character of sheryl and ranka .

and sup all :D

i tried making candy apples ytd ! i saw so many of them eating on sat that andy's gan gor gave and i didn't tried it beforeeeeeeee so i tried making them ytd . which was goddamn awesome . super sweet , but was melting much . damnnn niceeeee

and so i went to buy more apples today after school . tried making them with the formula andy's gor gave .. and it ended up ............ chaota . ]: and i intended to give them out lehhhh . walao . but mom wouldn't allow me to keep them at home .. so ._. shall still give them ....... T.T walao eh . nvm will make better ones with strawberries and grapessssssss :D

k super shag one leh . ]: ]:

2011-04-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

hello all .

k , i've been trying to tell myself to go to school 5days this week . Mom woke me up late today and ....... i didn't manage to go school AGAIN today ]: k . totally suck .

school's been pretty alright this week . Common tests coming up the whole of next week . gone case .

Soy'C tmr . i still chose to go in the end ................................. well have not been cosing for few months ]: kinda miss it yo . ahhhh i'm seriously excited can please to.the.max . i'm glad my face turns better within this week ! glad for the doc's medication . phew . life saver .

k . can't sleep leh . die . lol i've got this goddamn feeling i left something behind . fuck .

2011-04-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

I think i'll just start scolding anyone if they pissed me off right nowwwwwwwwwww . i'm going crazy ._.

anyw , weijiat's ! [:

Loved the lighting here ! but i gave a retard face hahaha

where's my jack D:

yes this all . LOL weijiat keep couldn't find the right 'feel' he want ba , but manage to have a few photos for us :D

Sao mu today was .. horrible .. .. ............... ._.

I felt goddamn irritated half an hour ago when i just woke up from my nap , having a splitting headache , hungry like some shit , and to realise it's evening and it's sunday already . and i just felt like crying so much . anyone felt the same way as me ? Often gets that .

gotta get some studying done . Hope i can have the time to collect my things !

他們混的不是黑道；是友情，是義氣！

艋舺好好看哦。。。*哭

2011-04-02T10:45:00.000-07:00

Before anything , watch this first :D

I swear this is one of the cutest sample i watched so far . Seriously just watch it !

It's like gg to be 2 now and i have to wake up early tmr for sao mu . But all this cute stuffs are so addictive ! I can't stop watching them now omg . Well i like cooking , so all this lil stuffs interest me alot . HAHAH like kawaii right ;D I'm watching them all !

wedthursfri , cook dinner for family . PASS ! awesome okay dad said i cook awesome food [:

I just returned home bout an hour or so from meeting wanqi zhilin and lina . Super tired today ]: damn shag .

Oh ! photos will be up tmr ! when i'm back from sao mu alrights ! i'll watch a little more and off to bed . Goodnights all :3

2011-03-29T20:30:00.000-07:00

Suppppp .

2nd day w/o mom . We had to do all the laundry after my school/sis's work , prepare dinner for dad whom dk how to heat up the food using microwave and went to work w/o having his dinner ......... my dad is super cute .

But anyw , mom went back to indonesia for qing ming festival . and will only be back on sat . So which means we had to survive on our own . Food wise not much of a problem since most of us ate outside . except dad . but when it comes to laundry it was pretty problematic as sis and i both got home pretty late . and yes . idk how to use a washing machine . so i had to wait till sis come back home , wash the clothes , WAIT for the clothes to be finished washing and hang them up . By the time everything was done it was like almost 12am .

and so i gave a miss to school .

i didn't know i'm that hardworking towards dnt .

Oh i'll promise to upload the photos during the weekend ! [: [:

Click my nuffnang ads please !

2011-03-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

OKAY ! waiting ? Here it is ! [:

One of my fav shots [: so cute omg so bhb .

and yes ! this is me heheh .

Above are william's photos . Thankyou very much !

There's still lots more but i think i shall not upload them heh . :3

Will upload weijiat's one soon ! [:

Thinking which one to upload on dA ~ weeeeeee .

ohhhhhh . My saturday night was with zong fey shawn lina and qi ! zoey couldn't make it and ah guan literally off-ed her phone ........ ._. But anyway we all had a good laugh during pool sessions . we were all laughing at shawn's plaster on his nose which looks like he got into a fight with someone else . hahah ! i think super xiasuay scream alot . hahah ! Home at 1 [:

Shall re-do SS video tmr , compile dnt photos , physics wb , ss worksheet . that is if i have the motivation . HAHAH okay no i must at least re do ss video . K it's gonna be 2 ! Eyes been super heavy since 11pm , i think it's like cos of the 3 sets of lash . -.- k shall turn in soon !

* Note to self ! Return library books !!

2011-03-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

hello allllll . i'll upload the photos over the weekend . time passes too fast today .

i gave a miss to school due to my rashes , i was scratching like some monkey during midnight . A man at the clinic was literally roaring in there . LOL i swear . Reminds me of something .. HAHA .

But anyw , despite being at home the whole day i still couldn't finish my tys ]: k damn shag . i don't think the school called today ........ ah wellllll .

shall improve more on my dance and i'm ready for the cover ! [:

damn it's been a week plus since i went jogging....................... nooo ]:

2011-03-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

i'll find other time to upload the photos k !

just came back an hour ago from the doc . for my face . hahaha . k . $60 fly with additional of two more cream walao .

i was on the verge on dying from headache otw back . idk why . my leg was super red and itchy since morning and i'm having bloody fuck rashes . tmd .

dance cover...............?? luka luka night fever~ should i?! HAHA

2011-03-20T04:36:00.000-07:00

Hi .

Shag sunday . was having a very very very bad headache .

Shoot ytd with kana like , in the morning with alfen william and wei jiat ! 3 awesome photogs . anyw , thinking shoot starts at 10.30 it would end 1 plus and i could rush back tamp for my project , we were late and we waited for others to arrive . looking for the location and it started like 12 plus 1 . big apology to group members .

Kranji railway track is really pretty for shoots ! But it's isn't at all fun when we have to wear heels to walk on the rocks . And i was on my 10-12cm heels yo . The sun was burning was throughout and we were all shag much even before the shooting starts . so i attempted to took off my heels and walk barefooted , and i changed back to my flat immediately after . HAHA .

Kinda bussed to cck mrt , and had our lunch there . Then off to marina for shooting again ! Decided not to go J-ob since many said it's a small event . I finally removed my heels for shoot during the evening and i was enjoying myself much ! we were all hyper and laughing throughout with the flashes and all . pretty scenery ~

I was supposedly to meet wq guan zong and people after . I even told ah guan i'll be gg to meet her at mac . But i was totally drained on the train ................... and decided to go home . and i slept like . 10.30 . HAHA i'm super tired okay ! texts just keep coming in whenever i'm lazy to reply them and they don't come when i'm bored ! and calls keep coming in.......... and i think i'm SOOOO tired that idk who called but i picked up the phone anyw and i recalled i talk to them but i don't rmb what i said HAHA i think i was murmuring something and the next thing i know was the person kup the phone . LOL . k i was that tired . Muscleaches all over and my feet felt like the skin was coming off . super painful . ]:

but still it was worth it for the really nice pictures ! must camp for photos from weijiat ! really loveeee [: k oh god my dnt's on the floor since 6pm . and now it's still there . and it's 9 . hahaha . crap . i'm like super unreluctant to remove my nails ..... perhaps i shall go to school with them on and say i forgot to remove them ? HAHAHA . -.-

mom is watching a police hk drama nowwwwwwwwww it's so nice i love cantonese speaks ! k i shall join her now hehe bye !

2011-03-17T18:52:00.000-07:00

I think i should do a picture post to liven up my blog abit . Had not had decent pictures for my blog for N yearsssssssss .

Science practical was gooooooood for two days . Now i'm pretty scared for the actual practical itself .. ]:

super cute popcorn pens ! sist bought a whole set , and this magical pen would pop out 3d upon heating with .. hair dryer . LOL . and it turns out a lil styrofoam feel omg super cute .

Did my nails ytd for my 3 days of pathetic holidays . i should have done them last week if i knew i ain't gg for the workshop .. ]:

Left and right hand , right hand looked kinda distorted cos i fail to take photos with left hand HAHA . But left handies are kindof cool .. ]: But still super cute flower stickers i found in my big bag of nail polish !

Big mess in my room caused by me during the holidayssssss . Or rather the start of holidays when i have to start bringing all my books home HAHA .

taken bout ..... a month plus ago ? and YES falsies make a BIG difference . I rmbed lina commenting my eyes are small when we met last week ..... ]:

currently buffing Piranha on funshion ................. idk if i should watch it alone ..................... omg T.T i think i'll regret it .

can only start my costume after mom gets back from indonesia .. and it's like 2 weeks later ..... K bo bian need material hunt now asap !! no last minute chionging again ]: though there's like 3 months plus time . but still .

DNT AFTER PIRANHA .

I HOPE .

Ethnography . 2 image board . cardboard model . Material list (how the shit am i gg do this ]:) . 4 more ideations ( WHICH I HAD YET TO COMPLETE OMG ) . Research . And more research .

Plans today : compile everything on dnt and sent to sister for printing . Finish doing my 3/5 cardboard model , getting at least 2 ideations done . And maths . ]:

sad life . ]: ]: ]:

OHYES AND . MASSIVE DIET PLAN . STARTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !! :D

2011-03-15T03:04:00.000-07:00

ohyea hiiii ! [:

I gave a miss to the workshops and was at home the two days ! i was pretty determined to do my work ytd though ... but i ended up watching one piece almost throughout the day ! HAHAHA . but yes i did anyway !!
Woke up today and realise sist didn't go work ! so went to get mc tgt . and we bloody waited like an hour plus -.- Went library afterwards ! finally got my books ! heh .

finally felt more like holidays now . Asp tmr !

My addiction now !

One piece ! And the hottest guy around .. ~
sanji yo ! HAHA . I'm like at epi 123 ! awesome shiet . still kinda !@#$% that they actually were still on the arabasta story for like almost 30 epi ! -.- I'm so damn tempted with the arabasta versionsssssssss it's so prettttaye ! K NO . no more plans -.- gotta finish up costume firstt zzzzzzz .

。。。。还是觉得有点。。三十集也太。。路飞每次都让我笑得喘不过气！。。。。他妈的！不能再看了啦！应该开始 K 书了。。。。。。。。。

2011-03-13T04:32:00.000-07:00

I'm neglecting this space again !

I think my life is like super boring this week with more and more school work piling . Despite my 2 days of very free weekend at home i think i merely touched 1/10 of my dnt work . whereas actually i'm spending my weekend watching one piece -.- k wtf . Fucking no motivation k .

I went out ytd night to meet lina and wq at the library wanting to borrow some books but i ended up doing my maths work and the library was closing ._.

Sports day was on friday ! Pasta mania at zhilin's house before cabbing over there . k wasting of money much .

Ah yesssssss i guess i'll be updating this space soon ! Like real soon ! And i've gotta start on my costume and material hunting before more school work comes .

Have gotta stop this massive eating .. gaining 6kg isn't something fun k . My jogging weekly is going to be useless . fugggggg gotta do it twice a week !!!

Motivational workshop for the next two days . damn .

2011-03-08T02:24:00.000-08:00

Comifest !

we were there like pretty late , and i kinda .. ran from cityhall mrt station to conventionhall there . yes ._.

Kigurumi with anna , my panda-channnnn !

credits to kammie for kigu ! [:

rushed home for cake cutting !

went next day and were pretty much around for 2 hour or so den went off cos was superrrr boring . off to home then out again for dinner at east coast hoho .

I swear my leg almost died at the end of sat . bloody sneakers that is around 3-4 years old , and is like a size smaller than my feet -.- k whatever .

finally could start on my card board model yo !! actually was like after asking ms ng over and over again HAHA . couldn't wait to start !! but everything's gonna suck when it comes to dimensions ._. ahhhhhhhh

sometimes we all just have to let bygones be bygones , what ever that happened in the past just let it go . Take our future on with a smile [:

so we just have to smile everyday ya ! heh [:

2011-03-04T17:15:00.000-08:00

9.19am now .

i slept at 4am and what the farkkkkkk am i doing 9am in the morning ?!?! -.-

i'm just plainly wasting my saturday away . rawrrrrr .

First of allllllll . Happy birthday mummy ~! okay .

week passed by just like that again . Can you believe it !! i went jogging with zoey on wednesday ! k it's my diet plan . since i can't control my hunger so i shall jog . made a point that i'll jog every wednesday after cca ends ! wooohoooo !!

Maths asp was cancelled ytd , and so i went home straight . and it was friggin 1pm plus . like damn early to be home until i got so bored . I went out to meet lina and wanqi at night , then ah guan kaijun and jovan came along . studied till 12am plus at tmart mac and went home . k not much not studying though but i had a good laugh hehe .

Anyw thanks much much kammie for lending me her kigurumi for today's comifest ! didn't want to attend but it's been long since i attended a event not cosplaying ....... so yup ! [: hoyea .

ohgodddddd it's not even 9.30 yet z shall eat my breakfast wooo .

2011-03-01T06:46:00.000-08:00

ohyea .

*NOTE TO SELF : gotta stop taking free food for granted and resulting for the major gain of weight . k this is damn sinful cos my sis just asked if i wanted mac nuggets with the 1 for 1 coupon thing and i agreed . k wtshit .

omg i feel like a bitch now hahaha i swear . but too bad you deserve it .

k . K . YES K . bloody fuck . i had the temptation to tear down my screen , like BLOODY HELL . my fgod . i can't believe i went out with this guy for a month . K . okay i really gotta stop harping on it and just LET IT GO . the vulgars in my mind are now running in circles .

not bad uh . Now facebook seems like a place for you to find g/bfriends . don't you realise ? the more i think bout it the more it seemed like a joke to me .

now i asked myself ; what am i doing la sia . -.-

OHYES ! btw CLICK HERE . hehe . click like if you happen to have the account ! ;D

kk bye shits i can't open my eyes already .

2011-02-26T07:26:00.000-08:00

ohyea hi biatchesssssss . can't bear to neglect this poor space which i've been carrying on for bout .. 4-5 years here ?? ( just realise lololol )

OKAY ! It's been a hardcore week in school , struggling to wake every single day as usual , struggling to stay awake paying full 100% attention in class , no doodling no sleeping no stoning in space . and finally it's the weekend . I met my dear anna which i didn't met for very long for dinner at downtown , then to 201 mac to meet the 3 biatches . And guess what we did on friday night . We were out at 201 mac studying / dnt / ghost stories . okay the ghost stories part was SO NOT NEEDED I SWEAR . I headed home to get my dnt folio and came down again . Was at like my ideation 5 , until someone mentioned about that . And bloody kaijun had to start all his taekwando stories to the movies , to everything !!

To distract myself from listening i was still on my dnt while qi and zhilin was listening to him concentrating . well it was interesting , but i swear i was on the verge of crying . YES , i think i did . a little . I just ......... felt like crying listening to all this . we were all in no mood for schoolwork at 2am plus , and went off at 3 . i went zhilin's house to sleep as family was sleeping and i didn't want to wake them up .. .. .. .. okay yes i was scared . i literally slept once my head hit the pillow . and slept till the morning , went off at 11am . heh .

Went home , eat change rest a little , went out again to meet anna ! Visited her at her workplace till 6 and we rushed to arab street for our materials . most of the shops were closed but we managed to get the base materials !! god damn happy but seriously cost a bomb man -.- met camille and erika awhile for my miku wigggggggg and went home . shag max .

having only 5-6 hours of sleep gonna killlllllllllllll . face condition getting worser . should be gg to the doc this coming week . I'm seriously super excited !! hoho .

needa finish up my chosen ideation tmr !!! god . k bye kids

2011-02-24T04:43:00.000-08:00

1 and 45 mins of dnt in the morning , 2:45pm - 7pm dnt in the afternoon . And i have MORE dnt work . My resolution is not strong enough ................. i'm heading for bed soon . and it's only 8:48pm .

For my five days of school , i realised .. i had 5 days of meal in total . and it's all dinner . i just had my big bowl of dinner and it's actually not enough . K this is gonna kill . My yoghurt can't fill me up ....... damn .

6 more ideations to go . Love ms ng for staying with me till 7 !! Despite mdm chin wanted to go off . HAHA .

omg i really cannot tahan . I think i rmbed watching my one piece on my phone last night until i slept .. .. .. did i ?! omg i think i did and omg i don't rmb . omg fuck .

LIKE FUCK . k it's friday tmr something to be happy bout . k bye . okay i think i'm gonna get my 2nd serving now i'm god damn hungry .

2011-02-23T04:18:00.000-08:00

Finally mid of the week .

Sunday was out with 3 of my girls . One went off and it was left with the usual 3 of us .

So far so good , i've been very enthu and making progress in my school work . Just two more days of hardwork to weekends , endure another 5 days and to comifest ! At least i've got something to look forward to while studying hard . All this keeps me going . I'm finally going to visit anna on sat ! probably had to finish up alllllllll my work on friday then ! so i wouldn't have to cramp everything on sunday ! I seriously can't wait for canterellaaaaaaa ~ Awesome pretty gorgeous dress .

It's really tough . But the upcoming weeks , months will be more tough . Gotta be strong and have this fire to continue burning ! Gonna read on some geog notes later on for the test tmr ! can't afford another fail again . Not to say mom , i can't even believe it myself actually willing to stay back every single day . Knowing my personality best i wouldn't have stay back every bloody day and would have head home to sleep . I gotta be different this year , no more sec 1 , 2 or 3 .

So yea . Anyway Motorola sucks max .

2011-02-18T21:31:00.000-08:00

oh man...........

it's a saturday.........................................

and the worst thing is .

I'M AT HOME .

I made up my mind on thursday that i MUST stay home on saturday to at least finish up ethnography + 2 ideations today . ( actually the actual plan for finishing up ideations was today . which is 10 ideations but i haven even started on one wahahahahaha )

woke up by hunger today at 10am . nua in bed 15mins , then prepare breakfast , eat while watching one piece on tv , finished watching and went back sleep till 1 . LOL .

I intended to leave halfway from maths asp ytd , idk why i stayed till the end -.- chiong home prepare and went out to meet negi ! gosh he waited for me over an hour . Watched ' What woman want ' , kinda dragggggy . a bloody 2hours show . rate it 3/5 though . but still . Gong li is damnnnnn hot . love her look in the show ! The show ended round 9+ , didn't wear lens for the whole day but my eyes were red and tearing throughout the show . He trained back with me to tamp after [[:

Look over photoshopped ? LOL my photos are all not photoshopped alrights ! yea .

probably uploading my photos 1 by 1 each post so keep coming to my blog for more ! [[:

有时候我不吭声不代表我没意见。还真的很想一拳打下去，但还是要忍。

所以。忍忍忍啊~

2011-02-17T05:09:00.000-08:00

ohyea congrats to my 800th post 2 post ago . yeayeayea .

anyway yes sucksucksucksuck school suckkk okay i swear the periodic table is killing me right now kanasai i is awesome because i lost the freaking handout for the chem ppt and i had to bloody ask around for that one bloody question .

school record challenge was a shit today . some kind of teacher was being a bitch asking me to climb the bloody stairs still with my leg . not pinpointing to any certain teacher here hur . but i swear the src was total shit . i had to refrain myself from going out wearing tshirts for not having the t shirt tanline . and we had to stand like 15mins under the sun today okay wtffffff .

shagged as usual when i reached home .

2 days passed . still thinking as much . you know what . everything was wrong . It was wrong to happen all this . Or even it was wrong from the start , from where we met at the steamboat . Probably i shouldn't even wake up that time from my nap to go to the steamboat . right .

k forget it . like seriously . i.need.to.forget.all.this.

i'm gonna stay home on sat and start on my very first ideation . yes . that is if i would be able to stay home .

2011-02-14T23:00:00.000-08:00

hi .............

yes i fell during pe and had an infection . AGAINNNNNNNNn . okay fuck deja vu seriously . ( ZZZ ) It happened during the last round and my shoe flew off . i ran with my bleeding knee and with all my might ah ! huat ah ! and i got a 3 points [[[: i'm sooooo damn proud of myself . Aim was 15min 1 sec , and i got a 15min 2 sec ^^ !! it would be 15 min if i didn't fell . and so again i'm proud of myself not having to walk ! ohyea ohyea ^^

Gave school a miss cause i didn't sleep much that night due to the infection , body was burning .

got all the photos from alfen alr ! ohyeaaaaaaaaa . we resembles ?? heh .

i think i bloody disappointed you all . i told myself and told you guys that it wouldn't bother me at all already . The feelings that was rushing up against my heart when i saw him . sad ? angry ? happy ? no definitely not happy . idk what kind of feeling that is either . i think if a chance were give to me i would be able to smack that shit out of him . no hard feelings . i swear .

' 2.5million guys in singapore you would be able to find your mr.right ' - lina

love you all .

2011-02-12T21:24:00.000-08:00

first hurdle - PASS .

still got another to go ... ... ... .______.

Okay anyw . Town with my awesome people ! Caught ' Just go with it ' ! omfg i rate it 4/5 !! it's god damn funny . i swear i got really fat cos i can't stop eating and eating -.-

The few of them were over kpop and the one i only know was 2ne1 . HAHA .

I dunch like standing next to guan ]]: i look fatter like x10000 times . comfy romper be comfy but i stretch and my tummy is bulging heheh .

Adeline went off then lina came over ! Feeling kind of bad cause kinda came over to eat .

fail camwhore . Okay anyway guan and jenny left home while the other two came over to my house ! Zong fey and shawn then later came over , gambling gambling and we started drinking .. fey was literally seh , lina and i got abit high . My head was spinnnnnnnnning though i was conscious . Then i went to dig my cupboard and found some irish cream drink . bloody hell it was god damn nice . Milk tea liqour ! it was bro's but .. who cares hahaha . We were still gambling till lina and fey kept going in and out to the toilet . idk what's in me and i blabbered alot of shit to them . I THINK . i don't even know what i was talking anyw -.-

Got abit havoc and they all left around 5am 6 . I think i was hurrying them to go cos i wanna sleep HAHAHA .

Anyw i concluded something , which is not to drink when you're having menses -.- esp when it's the first day . i think at a point i swear i felt like i was going to die of menstrual pain but i still kept drinking HAHAHA .

i shall start on my school work today , yay !

the two retards on my right . LOL

Need to material hunt very sooooooooooon ~ and gotta shake off all the fats on my tummy for upcoming sheryl cos ! ^^

I was so happy that qi wore a dress ! I mean i'm REALLY happy . cos from i know her since primary school she DOESN'T wear skirts except for our school pinafore , and at that time she doesn't even wear short pants and alwayssssss wear long jeans . To secondary school she finally wore short pants and i swear ytd was the first time she wear a dress out with us . It was god damn hard for us to persuade her to change from long pants to short pants and from short pants to skirts and on . I think at that time no matter how we persuade her to wear short pants was like a torture to her . like seriously . !! i think now what she lacks is MAKEUP . HAHAHA . but she doesn't allow me to touch her face so ..ya . ]]:

okay god i can feel the alcohol is still in my stomach , i think i'll go sleep first before doing my work .

oh yes . to certain person whom deleted the comment and have been avoiding , just think how contradicting you are k . think what you're doing and telling me . knn fyl and i hope you die on the 15th .

2011-02-11T10:34:00.000-08:00

please tell me i'm just too sensitive , please tell me i'm thinking too much . i hope everything goes well please . It wouldn't be that suay .................... I THINK . ah fuck man .

dnt asp ytd , i ran out of my maths asp halfway today . wahahaha . went to do dnt/ss after . Met guan and yee at night . homg i feel so much better talking to guan . woo

I swear i swear I SWEAR Ms ng is fucking awesome . yay \0/

Please don't happen on me . please , seriously .

2011-02-09T05:11:00.000-08:00

9.15pm . i swear i'm bloody tired that now i can fall asleep while typing .

flunk geography test . and so will be my ss quiz tmr . being caught on monday morning having to unpick my skirt and sew them back for 5 periods isn't something fun . actually it is , gossiping with M and laughing over sesat's brown hair and having to sent home wahahahah . Despite having a really fulfilling nap ytd , i think i flew over to my another side of the world within few minutes the moment i closed my eyes . Guess i was really tired having to wake up 8am for the shoot on sunday and not having nuff sleep .

But well i think it was worth it cause i had awesome photos [:

Phat legs are phat i don't wanna photoshop too much on that .

My second personal fav ? Idk why no one likes it ]:

i will sleep early and forget about my ice cream milk tea . forget forget forget please .

double yay for dnt asp tmr \0/ i likeeeeeee .

why is it that the song you often listen is still ringing in my head . godamnit

2011-02-08T05:42:00.001-08:00

Spamming ba kua and almond cookies to make myself sick .

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2011-02-06T01:28:00.000-08:00

I'm camwhore queen of 2011

as usual , taking my own sweet time to prep . heh . awesome dress from one of the livejournals , which can tranform from tube dress to toga !

Sister was nagging at me for having too much camwhore shots heh .

omg i love the lighting here .

not 10cm ba ? HAHAH . backtrack to 2010 cny ! ^^

I found this fucking awesome way to make my eyes double eyelid as i'm a monolid , zoom in to the eyeliner part pls . HAHA . it literally became FUCKING BIG ! i think i'm a genius ! woo

$3.90 bottom lash from bugis waaaaay better than $7.90 bottom lash from canmake

I was thinking for very long if i should go for this look , ended up i just heck care everything and made myself a pink bimbo shit . HAHA .

$30 from fareast ! fucking awesome shit dress and made me not to eat . tummy bulging and i can't breathe after the dimsum breakfast .

Met up with my sisters after , they had dinner at cafe cartel , and went up to yixian's house gambling . $30 fly . awesome .

It's really awesome how we still visits our ex-neighbour who moved house about 6-7 years ago . every year it's the same . [:

I loved being a mixed indonesian , having all my relatives a indo-chinese i gets fat angpow woohoo . can you believe it i got a $50 angpow from a random aunt who is a indo-chinese -.- sister went to toilet when she gave the angpow and didn't the the $50 HAHAHA

I met shawn on chu 3 ! it's cool knowing him hurrrrrr . my virgin trip to parkway . HAHA . oh i got a alto coscard from himmmmmmm !! i had like so many to choose from can . feel like taking all of them HAHAHA

chu 4 . todayyyy . shoot with alfen at sentosa . imma usagi for the day ^^ flower festival has nothinggggg gah . oh probably there is . sea of humans . head home after , bought eskimo ! it's right behind koi , standard abit lower than koi but i'm still willing to buy from there again cause i don't have to wait for another 1 and a half hour .

grandma's house later on . and thinking if i should bring ma usagi look along x.x

2011-02-02T09:18:00.000-08:00

i spring cleaned my house right after school today . i can't believed i packed my wardrobe . didn't had a chance to meet dear again . ]: dinner w/ relatives at ahma's house . went to temple at 12 and now i'm home .
I slept for 1 hour plus unknowingly . damn . dear isn't contacting me again . gah forget it i'll head for bed eyes are shutting soon .

happy chinese new year all yo .

2011-02-01T07:28:00.000-08:00

- 2NE1 FEVER -

I hate it when almost ALLLL my friends around me are crazy over this particular band/person and i'm the always last to know their songs/news etc . Then i'll get influenced by them that would always blast their songs . You wouldn't know how irritated i felt when i was at zhilin's house that day and she literally on-ed this one song of 2ne1 for the whole time i was there -.- from irritated - loving this song . wa fug .

so ... imma 2ne1 fan hehehe . park bom !

anyway ! it's the eve of new year eve ! i've been eggcited bout new year every year ! i thought everyone would have alot of families to visit cause mine does so .. And it's always the usual families we would visit every year [: it's good having indonesia relatives here cause they would give us reallaye big fat angbaos ! wahahaha . new year = new clothes = new accessories = new shoes = new nails = new hair .

I was at tm this 2 days with anna , first day with her school mate and second day with mika ! And apparently we were kindof doing some last minute shopping . I got pekchek not having to buy what i wanted , and had to urge to go bugis . went over there with qi after school today . And ........ i actually skipped all my after lessons . physics - humans - english . oh great . I don't regret it though cos i got myself awesome lootssssss wooooooo ! Just one day of skipping wouldn't die right .............. i guess . x.x

Before i board the train back to tamp at bugis , i called koi to order my icecream milktea . Thinking it would take around half an hour . It was 6.15pm when i called . they told me 7.20pm to collect . kind of reluctant as i had to wait like another 30-40mins more . It doesn't matter much since i wanted to do some solo shopping around tamp area . And when i got there at 7.20 they bloody told me it's 7.40pm . fml -.- cheeeeeeeeken for one cup of drink i waited like over an hour . cool or what me .

reunion lunch with dear tmr . can i finish my spring cleaning in time tmr ? T.T SIGH . should have done them on sunday grrrrrrr . ]: ]: ]: ]: !!

Having known i'm fucking behind time in dnt i'm still going out what's wrong with me man . I'm so not motivated to complete the visual mindmaps . i've got enough of picture mindmaps already man .

Someone has been missing me alot today , hence i'm sneezing whole day today . or is someone cursing me too much . hahahaha . shag . half day tmr . i'll make use of the 2 periods of maths tmr ! go go !!

2011-01-28T08:56:00.000-08:00

fuck man i really miss cosplay .

i'm gonna take a few of my weekends hunting materials soon . I WANT TO HAVE A BREAK PLEASE .

anywayyyyyy . hi yes people i'm 16 ! i expected it to be just another day . i don't intend to celebrate it big , nor even do i intend to go out with friends and have fun etc . it just .. felt like oh it's another birthday . does it matter ? it didn't meant that much to me .

still i have got awesome sisters , whom scammed me , said going home , going meet buyer etc . they ended up in my house ,IN MY ROOM when i got home at 6 pm + after dnt asp . i received a fucking awesome cake from them . it was so xiasuay cos i thought it was my jie in the room , as they locked the door . and having coming back home tired like shit i kind of banged the door screaming like some crazy woman outside my room . And to fucking see 3 of my lovely sisters with a cake . fuck man . i swear i was fucking touched .

Zhilin wanqi lina awwwww love you all .

I was shagged max today in school . Not having enough sleep i can barely open my eyes . My mind was kind of switched off during english . and trying to keep myself awake drifting my mind to cosplay . argh fuccccck . sleeping at 12am+ 1 , waking up at 6am everyday . isn't a good idea .

dear looks like in good mood recently looooool . we've not been arguing yo ! happy me hehe .

cosfest . SETTLED . with plans only . hahaha . macross on day 1 , canterella on day 2 . finally , canterella . and i'm fucking gonna wear long gowns for both the daysssss . yay awesome awesome . okay tamade i can't wait . opps mind shifted . LOL .

ahhhh . anyway i'm thankful for all the birthday wishes ! in school , texts and on facebook ! it's kind of scary with over 200+ wishes on fb . i didn't know i knew so many people . LOL . ah well . thanks all -inserts heart plenty-

going off for bed soon ! new year shopping with my hearts tmr ! yays .

2011-01-25T08:24:00.000-08:00

dear and his friends kind of celebrated my birthday last sat . everything was good . until night . yea . -.- i got home at 2 lol . and first month with love .

Sunday was productive . D&T , helping mom with her cny goodies , dinner for my birthday .

school was as torturing . Getting the hang of dnt , still not coping with science , surviving with maths . I decided to give a miss to all my aspS today . yes the ' S ' . i don't find a need to go to extra physics lesson with ms sin/chew . I need a sleep SO SO SO badly . i just head home and sleep right after lunch .

Dear and his mood swings , again .

it's just a birthday yo . and yes , i'll be spending my birthday in school ♥ with asp . i reckon it'll just be another day to me .

ahlalalala . drowning myself in school work . bye .

i can't even have time for cosplays . fuckkkkkkkk .

2011-01-21T09:25:00.001-08:00

It's another friday , but another different weekend .

Can't say i'm looking forward though but i'm kind of scared to see what's it for me ._. But anyway , i'm really . really happy . i decided something which i would not do , and it somehow turned out pretty alright . I'm satisfied with the results . [:

I've been really bloody unproductive for 2 days already !! i need to start doing everything on sunday !

starting to like the subject would make you love for it , loving the subject would make you score well for it . so i must start to like physics and chem . GOGO !!

2011-01-20T04:36:00.000-08:00

就在一个月前的今天。

时间会不会过的太快了吧。也不能说是被 ’ 绑架 ‘ ，要不是自己说出那种话，他也不会真的下来接我。

只知道被通知他会真的下来接我时，心里一直扑通扑通地跳。当我看到他站在德士外，等着我下去时，讲真的我还蛮想哭的。

就这样，原本应该在自己的度假屋过的那个晚上，却是在另一个陌生的环境度过了。自己不喝酒，不抽烟，大家都问我怎么那么安静。心里觉得自己想个乡巴佬似的。而且只能像个跟屁虫一直跟在他身后。

过了那个晚上，隔天中午回到自己那里。

现在回头想想，心里怎么还会紧张呢。当时发生的事好像是昨天似的。

学校让我头好痛。再多几个月，撑过这十个月，我可以的，尽力而为。加油。大家也一起努力吧！

2011-01-19T03:03:00.000-08:00

i know it best myself . why did i let it happen . fuck my life .

2011-01-16T03:40:00.000-08:00

busy like a beeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

Jialing jie came over to our house today and taught me the cookies she made for us the other day ! Some particular chocolate thing and cornflake thing . We were both so busy in the kitchen till cun called and i went to meet him . I had to pack all the cny goodies samples for him and the cookies i made ^^ damnnnnn busy . His mom said i made nice cookies WOOHOOOOOO cept that it's not that sweet hoho . I was watching him play his game until i fall asleep ._. and he woke me up lol .

today .

I was seriously busy the whole day , finally one weekend that i didn't nuaaaaaaaa infront of my computer . Started baking my chocolate that was suppose to be in the freezer for a night , awesome chocolate brownie/melts idk-what , turned out to be fucking nice . Ahhhhh loving to bake but i made a mess in mom's kitchen HAHA . Sister was preparing for her picnic and apparently with the both of us in the kitchen it's havoc . chocolate smell and egg smell doesn't go well tgt -.- Finished baking and i got fucking tired , went to nap and got woke up AGAIN by zhilin , like in the morning .
woke up and helped mom with cny goodies , damn cui damn busy . went with my dnt work afterwards and helped mom with the love letters . T.T slow machine which i had to wait N years for to bake . scald my hand again and again . I'm glad she doesn't sell love letters cos it'll be damn havoc if we make it .

Busiest time of the year , again ~ getting more orders as compared to the usual years ! Shall be a good girl and help mom whenever i can wahahaha . ( good excuse to slack while studying )

Busy month . So busy that i can't even celebrate my first month .

2011-01-14T09:30:00.000-08:00

Hardcore week is finally ... OVERRRRRRRR .

so much work and only 2 tiny weeny days of rest . Cip was awesome today , OM let me off ^^ i helped cleaner auntie to sweep like 4 classrooms hehehe . and they have to do the routine like everyday ! mygod . Lesson learnt : not to litter the classrooms . As i know the cleaners would have to clean up our mess after we do so . Responsibility yo .

Anyway zhilin the elephant sprained her leg when i went over to find them and all i know was , laughing throughout . i felt so sadistic laughing at her but she's seriously too comedy . HAHA . Bennylow sent her home with me wq and bryanjoseph . Me and wq can't help but hold back our laughter when we saw the uncle helping zhilin to massage her leg . Her face is seriously epic i swear . Had lunch over at her house and i slept . HAHAH . Got home , and nua-ed around till 5+ when i decided to meet cun . went over to his friend's house and .. guess what . we broke his friend's bed .

LOL . serious . no joke . fucking xiasuay .

i swear i'm fucking tired right now i can't think woohoo okaybye .

now get the fuck out of our life .

2011-01-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

I need a break . a looooooooooooooong break .

shouldn't try coming home at 8pm knowing there's school the next day . I stayed in school till evening before going over to meet cun . I am seriously , shag max currently . I didn't have a good sleep the night before , someone broke my promise also . well i broke his too so we're equal .

I just somehow getting abit into O level's mood after going through and doing today's dnt work .

Oooooooooo i love doing cip k . now fuck the awesome person .

My life like wonderful only right .

2011-01-11T04:30:00.000-08:00

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

I just took the photos from cny'09 and cny'10 .

Like not much diff leh .

that was still when my face condition is still perfect for me .

Too much oil intake recently . I naggggggggged at zhilin for fries during recess today and i was really craving for it soooooooooo much ! I seriously can't stay awake today and was trying hard not to sleep . gahhhh .

apparently the school thinks my family owns the bank and i FORCED , mind you not asked . i was literally pulled over to buy a new skirt which i had the total same size at home fml , skirt length didn't at all make a diff . cept that it's freaking loose . Thats why no one understands why it's not good being tall , you get the attraction from the school dm / p / vp instantly . and they'll notice how short your skirt is . wa fml man . it's my fucking last year in es and i have to fucking waste another $12 buying another new skirt which was SO not needed .

I gave a miss going over cun's house cos i was freaking tired , like seriously . I can't seem to understand what the tv show was going on when i was having my lunch cos i'm god damn tired . And it seemed that i had to do alot of school work . fml laaaaaa . ]:

Momsy finally getting her cny goodies sold online thanks to the help of bro , i shall help her advert too wooooooo . ^^

2011-01-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

bored whatzzzzz . i think i've been doing this for almost 2 months hahaha

my mom likea good at acting only ._. nonetheless i still love dear . (:

just returned home not long from meeting his uncle and colleagues at bedok market . tmd de cold and i only wore one jacket . thats all no inner tshirt . cold like -.- Saw kwc at tamp inter otw there and he OIE-ed me , and i was like about to walk off cos i tot it was some random mud . HAHA .

how can someone just fall asleep JUST LIKE THAT though i know he's really fast at sleeping but , how can you sleep when i just kept quiet for like less than a minute ?! like pro only ._.

i'm reallaye tired . my eyes can't open alr laaaaaaaa . fml ]: why lidat .

2011-01-08T08:21:00.000-08:00

Day 26- What you think about your friends

important . just that i always feel fucking bad to pangseh them lol .

midway of my weekends . First weekend of school term . Like fucking tired only .

I went to fareast with zhilin after school ytd , went up to zoey's house before that and saw her cat , which was totally alike human . the way she sleeps lol ! by the time we prep finish was like 6pm and we reached there like 7 awesome . oh and we fucking saw STEVEN LIM at orchard . he attempted to approach us with something but i kind of pulled zhilin away cos i think he's fucking ugly . -.- went over to zhilin's friend's house before cabbing down to tamp to meet cun . i was on the phone with mom and i just walked on the grass without noticing a fucking spiky tree branch and there my foot went right into it .

and i screamed like a bitch .

finalllllllllly had my photo taken with him ! it's fucking awesome and chio . heh . i got threatened and went home at 1am ]:

slept till my usual holiday timing today ( missing it missing it ]: ) went nua around at home . i decided to go back to sleep till cun called . Bloody stomachache man . kind of diarrhea . bloody hell -.- he went to play ball at 4 while zhilin came over to find me after her event ended . i got free products from her wooo ! Maybelline's product be awesome .

went up her house and had oishii guava ahahaha . somehow i really wanted her to live in with me . went to meet cun again after . shit zhilin who told me east spring backcourt is behind east spring sec . i walked to there and realise there's no bball court at all . till i decided to call wq and found that it's actually behind east spring PRI . oh fml . my foot machiam made of metal sia . -.- dinner with cun then went home lohhhhhhhh .

-is bloody full right now but still wants pasar malam food LOL- it's god damn cold here . I need to get my textbooks/tys etcetc from anna and cousinnnnnn . when will i have the mood to go over their house and take man -.- but i'm left with tmr anyway so . ya . -.-

你再不打来我就要睡了。。。 ]：

2011-01-05T03:36:00.000-08:00

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

my bag when i always go out perhaps . Actually i would always pack my bag last minute and would just dump whatever i remember to bring . A must is my makeup kit , wallet , itouch , keys , phone . if i remembers and have the time i would bring a bottle of water out , and tissue papers looool . and i would see whatever shit is on my table , i would just grab and throw into my bag , hairbands/clips etcetc .

first day of school was never good for all of us . I only remembered having to talk on phone with cun until 1am before the first day of school . i woke up like shag only .

For the N times i unpicked my skirt , i had to do it AGAIN . i just find they pick on tall girls -.-

it's kind of ridiculous for them to put us under good teachers ( finally ) after 3 years of my life in east spring . like . sec3 basics we can't even get it right now whats the fucking use of putting us under better coaching teachers yo .

Head over for Koi after school . ♥

Went home , bathe , went out to get my maths textbooks from anna ( thankssss muchies dear ) , then i had to bus to bedok to meet cun with my night blindness . i had to squint my eyes to see the bus numbers cos i'm wearing the lens that's not my degree LOL . and i don't know where to stop at . like cool only wtfff .

and so i wore my new skirt today . how awesome cos i had to pull my skirt up every step . i remember when i bought the skirt last year it the size was jusssssssst nice and now i wore it it became loose . Aha ! shows something yo . ^^

saturdays and sundays are now so dear to me . damnnnn .

2011-01-02T22:39:00.000-08:00

Day 24- A letter to your parents

idk where to start man seriously .

To both momsy and dad , thankyou both for this 15-16 years of my life . i know i've not been listening to you two recently , kept going out until late nights . Despite mom screaming in the phone nagging at me not to stay out overnight i still did so . sorry . Idk how many thankyous and how much i can do to repay you two . i know i did alot of wrong things , and you two just merely nagged at me , unlike other parents who would just slap their children . seriously really thankyou both . though you're both always nagging at me , and dad would alwwwwwwwaaaaays say the bloody same thing every single night , but i know you're doing it for me . So , really thankyou , mom and dad .

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Likea weird only ._.

we were talking on phone till 4am the day before , and i woke up like cui only . idk why . i wasn't in the mood to talk ytd , or rather this morning 1am . I just orh-ed , huh-ed to what he said . and he just went the same as well and i kup his phone LOL . knssss .

i'm really really not in the mood for school . i don want to face the stress , or rather i don't feel any stress . aiya -.- fuck la sia . z

2011-01-01T08:56:00.000-08:00

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

JAP CURRY CHICKEN . LIKE NOWNOWNOWNOWNOWWWWWWWWWWW i wanna eat it so much NOWWWWWWW .

Dedication posts . Not alot , not too much friends i have .

KANA

Hi my love . It's like .. about a year and a half since we knew each other ? You've been a really awesome cosplay mate , my awesome ranka . i really dk how it's like if i didn't know you . Though recently it's been a serious head problem cos of your relationship problems , which me and anna had no chance of persuading you in . All i can say is all the best , if you really think you can be happy in this relationship , go ahead and we support . if anything falls then i'll be there to hold you back . Forgive my harsh words before , it's cos i'm seriously irritated laaaaaaa . Ah well . It's been awesome with you . This will go on i'm sure (:

ANNA

My awesome love . Sometimes i seriously wonder man , what if i didn't create that dgrayman group in sgc , then i wouldn't know you , then i wouldn't have a friend staying so close to me . I remember how we get to know each other , and how alike we are . realising we are actually of the same height , dislikes/likes are all so similiar .

and how we met for the first time , just randomly going vivo and slack there . ( omg my face is effing fat ) i really love it how you always allowed me to go to your house to prepare for every event . From the first event , cosfest'10 which we bloody spend 4-5 hours preparing on to now 2hours . HAHA okay we are awesome . Though your room .. seriously .. jialat . LOL . And how tiring when i had to walked 3 stories T.T but still , i can't imagine how my cosplay life will be like without you around . PLEASE DON'T GO AUSTRALIA T.T I'll bake more cookies so don't go ]: you can't go until i baked oat cookies for you ! heh . But still , really thanks for being in my life . Love you anna .

WANQI

sister , i doubt you will read this la . but still . idk why but i feel like putting ah wan's photo for yours HAHAHA . ah well . my dearest sister since ...... pri 5? not really prolly pri 6 when we got closer . And at that time we had MZB , which include me , you lina zhilin zoey and tracy . The 6 sisters which never once had a group outing before . you've been fucking great in my life , sometimes i just feel that you're more like a trueblood sister to me , rather than a close friend . I love it how we meet after lessons , mac4life , and at that time you would take your 12plates of chilli and your big box chilli . HAHA , your cheeseburger w/o cheese , fillet with cheese . How you always hide behind our back whenever you see a doll , how big your reaction can be when we force you to eat dairy products , and how you can repeat your wangzi/haruma/hongki etcetc everytime . Just a really awesome sister . love you .

Jie

seriously man . idk where to start for you . how we used quarrel cos when we were young . cos i'm still more like a kid at those times and we'll just quarrel . Things get better when i got up to secondary school . how much thankyou is nvr enough man . fucking awesome sister . always heart2heart chats at night , and i can just tell you all the things which i had problems with . Like i also dk leh . just ... alot of things which you helped me with . fucking awesome sister . we are more like twins delayed by 5 years . LOL love you .

dear

you have been awesome boyf so far . really . (: although it's been less than like 2 months . but it have been happy . love you (:

bye all (:

2011-01-01T00:12:00.000-08:00

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else

Actually .. i'm not much different from everyone else . Just that i've a height which not many girls have , a twin sister which is older than me by 5 years ( HAHAH ) seriously i think we're twins lor ! prolly mom delayed giving birth to me by 5 years . Cos we always tend to say the SAME thing at the bloody SAME time . ( which happen earlier on ) Ah so cool .

It's new yearrrrrrrrrrr ! I went countdown with ahcun and his friends ^^ yesssss -is attached- (: alot of things happen inbetween so ya x.x Decided to let it open after he told me some stuffs .

went to lavender to have dinner with his family , met his friends then went to bugis . walked around and bloody saw tracychongsm with her boyf -'- knn kan suay . ( LOL ) walked to cityhall , slackeeeeeeed etc . And we just randomly settled at one spot to watch the fireworks x.x there's fuckingggggg lot people man seriouslyyyy it's damn scary . walked over to chjimes to have a drink . by the time we leave was like around 2-3am , walked to mac eatttt . and we went seperated ways after .
There's no fucking available cabs around cos there's fucking too many people . me and cun walked allllll the fucking way from cityhall to kallang . knnnnnnnn . reached his house like 4am plus alr . didn't sleep cannnnn T.T we went out around 5am , looked for his uncle at the coffee shop . eatetcccc till 7 then i went home x.x

Sibeh shag and ... he niam-ed me all the way to not go to the photoshoot which i was suppose to go this morning 9am . meaning i intended to go home at 7 , sleep prolly half an hour wake up prepare and go out for photoshoot . i think i kenna he nag until -.- so.. SORRY KANA AND ALFEN and one more photog x.x But i'm really shag alr , went home , changed and i jitao collapse on the bed . dk why i only slept for 5-6 hours . LOL .

on the cab back to tamp ^^ the only nice photo cos i had my makeup on ........ or rather eye makeup but photo cui -.- heh i think at that time he also shag alr -.-

somehow i'm glad he told me all the stuffs happen when he was younger . though it isn't really pleasant . but still . (: i'm glad he changed for the better .

-wishes for better year ahead-

i'll do a dedication post soon . loves .

shancunnnnnnnnn (:

2010-12-30T11:11:00.000-08:00

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

LOL it's not really something it's just me . i mean us . but whenever i see this photo i felt really happy . it's so blue ♥ and i'll always be reminded of the times i cosplay ♥♥

sorry if it sounded crap . HAHA .

AHHHHHH cancelled outing with qi cos she's having fever . so meanssssssss her wok is still at my house . LOL .

Heeeeeeeeeeey it's new year eve alr . a year passed JUST LIKE THAT YO . 3 years ago i'm still like . aiyaaaa i'm still sec 1 la . O levels? still got a loooooooooooongggggggg waaaaaaaaay . a year ago i went . aiya still got one more year la nvm ! and now . i can't believe i've graduated to sec 4E alr . counting that i'm lucky ( yes no ?? ) that i didn't retain , it's finally the year , the exam i had to take , which i studied for bloody 3 years in this shit school . Please , may 2011 fly pass JUST LIKE THAT please seriously . i kind of hated 2010 alr . Please make my 2011 better . ♥

okay what the fuck . he's literally giggling like a retard on the phone with me right now . fucccckkkkkkkingggggg irritating .

2010-12-29T09:38:00.000-08:00

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

seriously not thought about it . afterall i don't think i'll last with him anyway .

I met qi and zhilin in the afternoon to get our books , kind of scammed my mom money but well . HAHA . i got my books for free thanks to qi ^^ Lunch at Macs , and i went to tm to meet mom . i was in a dilemma in which phone to get , still i wanted a smartphone since everyone is using it HAHAH ._. iphones are everywhere now k . i feel so lose out using my shit lg icecream . smartphones are da best ♥

i rushed home after that , took my stuffs and went to meet anna . Dinner at popeyes (?) with her . My lunch and dinner is only about 3-4hours interval and i'm having fast food for the whole day -.- like awesome only . It just felt like i haven meet her for sooooooooooo long miss her so much ! nua around then went to whitesands , did kana's card . i swear it's likea damn cute !! hehe needa meet that bitch soon WOOOO .

eye look cute only .

Because some pig fell down and hurt his leg , i went over his house today . supposedly to take care of him but we kind of fall asleep hehe . -.-

finally got my liquid foundation and to my horror i found my bank acc left with 20 bucks . cool or what i didn't realise hahaha . tamade -.-

i really don't have the mood for countdown .

2010-12-27T08:49:00.000-08:00

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

shithui , it came from tracy i think . i has this hweeling . grayheart ah ong ah hui xinX2 .

tamade . i is mother fucking pekchekkkkkkkkkk . i went over to his house just now , like around 8.40pm . I alighted at the busstop , walked around , and i realised . i don't know where he stay though i went there once . I just randomly walked into this G block , and i called him . He said he stays at H block , so i fucking walked for 10 mins in circles looking for block H . There's A , M , N , F , L . ALLLLLLLLL infront of my eyes but no H . until i went to ask a passerby and he said i could find H walking a big round behind block G . so i fucking walk a big round to H . i went up the floor . and i realised the shoes and door design outside the house is diff . i called him again , and he said it's F , H is just beside F and he said i heard it wrongly . and i sibeh pekchek walk until leg gg die . until i went up his house , and he told me .

wa you really direction idiot leh you came my house once and you forgot , tell you H also really go H . FMLLLLLLL . -.- sibeh dulan .

nua abit then went for dinner with him and chen ah yao .

i swear my mind was full of vulgars at that time .

Throat is like a fucking pain only sia . aiya nabei -.-

2010-12-26T23:02:00.000-08:00

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

I wanna learn manicure , i cant really do it that well but afterall it's my interest . Everyone has been telling me to take manicure as a part time job but .. i wanna make it my full time job .. T.T but i believe i can't earn that much as a manicurist anyway .

Sunday 26th .

I was suppose to meet him at 6 , i woke around 1 . I got kind of pekchek with my fake nails and i decided to take them all out . I think i painted my nails like 3 times wtf , i got really unsatisfied with my work and i kept removing and doing and removing . tmd . then i went to do xmas presents , kind of chiong-ed uh , resulting in alot chaota-ed ones T.T i went to bathe etc . By the time i finish bathing was 5.30pm , and i bloody changed like 3-4 times for my clothes . and ended up the time i met him was 6.30pm wahahaha .

His frd had 4 tickets to some circus at sentosa , then we went there lo ~ We took the bus and alighted at the wrong stop , resulting us had to walk all the way back , the show starts at 8.30 and we were still looking for the place at 8.20 . but we still managed to get there in time hoho .
The show is fucking awesome laaaaa ! It's called ' Voyage de la Vie ' i think . wtf please each ticket cost $112 , obviously the show had to be nice . hahah ! abit of musical/circus . the song is nice also cannnnnnn i was staring at this little angmor kid whom is like seriously jelly wtf , i swear he has no bones . The show ended around 10.30 den we bus to eunos to eat . cab home around 12+ .

he said i make nice cookies hehehe .

Anyway i've been learning this dance ,

I saw elaine posted her dance on facebook and i kind of got addicted to this song . This dance is fucking hardddddddddd but i like the chorus part ^^ hurhur .

2010-12-25T09:40:00.000-08:00

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

never really thought about it though .. hmmmmmmmm .. most probably a rich person and i could like spend with all my mights within a day , just a day will do and i can die with no regrets . wahahaha .

so ... hi everyone . I've been learning a dance cover from vocaloid since an hour ago , i got freaking tired and came blogging . LOL . anyway it's christmas !

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and it's over .

I kind of .. enjoyed my christmas ?? this christmas passed seriously fast . I celebrated my christmas eve with him and his clique . from bugis - pool - airport - his house . it's like a forever smoking time for them so yea x.x The other 2 pairs were kind of bickering with each other and it's like awkward yo x.x His mom is freaking sociable , in a good way . though she's kind of scary screaming at your face when you're just right infront of her .

eat , wii , mahjong etc . his mom lend me her home clothes cos i was wearing a dress and have difficulty moving about .. i was semi-dead idk why . his friends left around 3am , and i freaking wore my lenses and lash to sleep , until i got really pekchek of my lash i took them out , still leaving my lens on . the same cycle repeats AGAIN . he bloody elbowed my head when i attempted to pull the blanket over to my side . and i always got that less than a quarter of space to sleep . it's so funny when that i was talking to him a min ago and he was dead asleep the next . idk but i think i slept around 5am something , until 10 plus , i kind of woke , i touched my face - nose - eyes , and realised that one side of my lens dried up , it was like on my eye , i has no bloody idea how it came out -.-

woke like around 12pm - 1 , nua-ed , lunch with blindness . likea awesome . and he look damn cute with his specs on . he sent me off to bus stop then i went home , slept etcetc . then went out around 6pm meet him again , went to his friend's house at bedok , dinner was oishii ~ then to bedok inter meet his last min mahjong friend - tamp inter meet 2 other mahjong frd .

he just can't stop smoking gahhhhzz . then i went home lo ~

His friends are really interesting , but i just can't seem to get with their jokes T.T!!

it's a pretty awesome christmas for me . but it's waaaaaaaaaaay to fast to end it x.x

he smokes , he's the typical ahbeng looking guy ( once ) now not , with his short hair hahaha , he scolds me pig , he says that i'm fat everyday -pinches my tummy- , he drinks ( alot ) , he always fake that he's drunk , he is really chui when he's asleep . But i like it when he smiles widely at me , and give me the gong daidai face . hahah . it's a little abit hard to communicate but i guess we'll work that out (:

oh . also . he said he likes long hair girls . -grins-

opps . sorry i just , don't have the feel to take pictures . yea .

i never expected i'll meet a guy like him .

2010-12-23T01:38:00.000-08:00

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

I returned from my 4 days 3 night chalet . i came back with mixed feelings . yes i had fun with my friends . but i don't know what i'm feeling right now anymore .

Everyone would probably think i'm a bitch if they know what happened . guilty feeling fucking much .

overall it's , spent almost the whole 3 days mahjong-ing . we trained everyone into mahjong-ing freaks . Lina and her 13yao which she finally got it , the guys and their angry bird . which i had no idea in .
i spent my first night in another chalet . slept around 5 am , i only had half an hour sleep because the person beside me was snoring like a pig . it was .. a pretty eye opener for me . he sent me back to my chalet around 12pm . couldn't sleep when i get back . prepared for steamboat .
second night i just remained dead cos of my half an hour sleep , they were mahjong-ing in the room , and i felt like dying straight . until few of us slept alr , qi jeffrey and zong?? went out of the room . think they tonned for the night doing idk wad . i was dead asleep hahaha . 3rd day woot spent mahjong-ing eating doing shit . everything was fine until i went out to meet him in the evening , everyone went home for the night . so he pei me for the night . it was damn horrible i swear , he took the whole blanket , the pillow , took 3/4 of the space , snoring super loudly, and hit my head with his elbow . i was shivering at one small corner wtf . i think i couldn't have any sleep whenever he's around z . woke by mom's call in the morning hurrying me to check out . apparently the office guy called mom . so .. yea check out went off .

sister bought koi for me when i got back home after my sleep . love much .

i doubt you guys can understand this post anyway x.x i can't really blog with mixed feelings . i tend to type crap . i think i have been stoning on this blogger page for 30mins . ah fuck la .

idk if i did the right choice , it's like all the troubles and all the worries is serve me right . wa fug what i'm typing . sua k bye .

2010-12-19T19:20:00.000-08:00

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

rainie yang - zuo bian
jay - dao xiang
rainie - ke ai
mika nakashima - glamorous sky
trapnest - wish
megumi nakajima - anata no oto
k on - don't say lazy
scandal - shunkan sentimental
may'n - what bout my star
lee jun ki - j style

eye likea swollen only . woke abit too early ... ~ T.T I see the cancelling of dates on my calendar i start to xim tia alr T.T i was still happily cancelling my nov calendar .. dec i abit . T.T

aiya ta ma de . need to pack my stuffs etc alr !! I'll be back on thursday ~ ~ ~ bye all ♥

2010-12-18T09:03:00.000-08:00

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

about the same la . yessssssssss i have a big family hurhur .

idk why i started screaming at wq ytd night thru the phone hahahahahahahah . our plan ALWAYSSSS fail , so ended up she came to my house , delivered some stuffs , pass me somethings , used my com and watch me sleep . i didn't know i slept for 2 hours HAHAH and i woke up when i heard her calling my name . how cool is thattttttt .

ta ma deeeee 2 weeks of holidays left .

xinhui . just tolerate for a year yo . 2010 flew past just like that and 2011 will too . doesn't really matter where you go after Os just gotta go thru this one year . this one year will do .

2010-12-17T02:03:00.000-08:00

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

about . a month and 14 days ago ? hahaha . i'm glad we ended off . everyone has been telling me how not worth it it is . i regretted immediately when i tried to hold back . hurhur i was actually even trying to hold until after afa then suggest it but yea . i'm happy off alone [: wanqi's physco-ing .......

anyway i went to one of my long distance relaive's wedding ytd . idk how long it is or rather i think it's not that long but i don't even know who the couple is anyway . mom was nagging at me that i took 3 hours to prepare . -.- i took an hour for my hair , tie , let down , tie , let down . trying to go for the jap look but failz w/ my bunbun T.T

mom actually wanted to train there ( queenstown ) to meet my aunt who will drive us to the exact location . and i've been on a sulky face since we went out of house until mom agreed to cab to aljunied . HAHA i are not willing to go on train wearing so nice leh .

wedding not entertaining at all . 6 star hotel with not having to take the food yourself , food is served person/plate . how cool is that . i don't even have to pour/sprinkle the vinegar myself HAHAH . still was @.@-ing at all the rich taitais ._. cheeeeeeeebyeeeeee not fun wedding not fun , hope bro's wouldn't be that boring . but seriously . 6 star hotel with avg 3 star hotel food . cept that the utensils are X.X meowwwwws .

views dropping .. and dropping .. and dropping .......................... please click my nuffnang and i'll give you a hug .

hahaha . i expected that .

2010-12-15T07:59:00.000-08:00

Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one

i no haz tumblr hahahah i guess this quiz is from tumblr thus this qns , but i koped this quiz from other people so hahahah .

I'll not eat durian for the next 6 months ~ too much durian in my tummy juggling , i can't even eat dinner too ]: still i had fun with anna and erika ~~ bloody cheapo brush GRR . waste my $6 nb . pei sancun for dinner then went home .

hahaha my hair hahahah my hair hahahah .

can't bear to throw my overdued taiwan lens..~ T.T

2010-12-14T07:01:00.000-08:00

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

opps . ikr my jiaobin , and mio's fierce face LOL they're really cute ! joyce's azusa is super moe feeeeeel ~

sorry abit . lack of updates , continuing the 30 days thing after my havoc week :3

My luggage still still dumped at the corner after 2 days -.- my costume all on the floor , mom has been nagging at me since ytd , i told her i'll pack them up today but .. yea ._. Needa refix the headphones ~~ I joined kwc's fairytail group ytd . as cana .. something . -.- bikini !! T.T If not for my cosfest plans made i think i have to debut my first bikini cos during cosfest next year LOL =3= i cant wait to see kwc half naked HAHAHA . cosfest both days full ~~ one day with shityi ~ the other with anna ♥ i can't wait for cosfest with anna , long long dresses ~

ANYWAY , i took out my wig ytd and realise it's in horrible state . it had super glue stains on it when we were rushing for the headphones , and balding terribly . no amount of combing helps until i went to search up a tutorial and tried using fabric softener , it miraculously worked !! it's like magic omg . one side extensions done , tmr shall do the other ._. too lazy hehe .

i can't wait to go out with 2 pretty tmr :3 hehe . ah . mess on table and on floor . on window ( wigs ) on bed ( clothes ) . when will i have the determination to pack them all !! rawr .

after so many days still fangirling the two butlers ~~ ♥ ♥

Money-holidayflat-money-holidayflat-money , should i ?? i feel so bad .. T.T !!

oh . i have ah wang hair now . not very but ya . i almost , snip my fringe above eyebrow . cos i took the wrong scissors . -.- shouldn't really treat my own hair like wigs . -.-

Ahlalalala ~ i feel really happy ytd , i created curecos today ♥ dA has nice photos of me ♥ arigatou everyone ~~ i will gambatte !!

2010-12-12T08:49:00.000-08:00

hoi hoi hoi hoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~

Last events for the year finally ended . Well I enjoyed myself very much during stgcc , but during eoy it's kindaaaaaaa .. ah well nonetheless i made myself some really kawaii/bishie friends :3

STGCC day 2

Only did one day . I went shityi's house early in the morning , helping her to makeup etc etc . Her parents drove us both there and i met kana there , started preparing and we went up to the event ~ stgcc was awesome can , i met so much new friends and i really love the wall of photogs ! it'll only come when we have nice/special coses ._. Me and kana were having fun (yesno??) giving out sweets to kids ! They're so cute i swear! we went around giving sweets and all , wanqi tracy lina nic and jingwei came down to seeeee ~ finally . hahah ! but i went off cos was having shoot . I didn't expect alot of photos from the shoot , but they're all really damn nice . the awesome 3 photogs whom helped us in and out . Alfen , Mr magic and one more idk who but you guys are damn awesome .

We caused a jam in suntec city while having the shoot ._. everyone stopped and stared at the both of us whom is in the middle of the pathway . And having all kids surrounding us causing a huge crowd coming over , not sure if alfen and people could get the photos with situation like this but i really enjoyed it ! We went up and more photogs ! Had video cam rolling shooting us , an interview also ! super cooooool omg !

I gave everyone tried the seaweed pringles i bought , was damn nice lorrrrrrrrr some others said its not ]: Dressed down and we went off ~~ supa awesome , i kept having people pinching poking slapping my tummy LOL .

EOY

went anna's house prepare . it was damn horrible . cos we were rushing like mad and shityi's mom is coming over to fetch us . we just chiong and dump everything in my luggage . headphones super loose ]: i just felt damn weird doing miku..........is it my face or the wig LOL .

Photo below

Camille on the left and mika on the right !

I saw mika ytd , just as anna was about to intro me to her she went off ]: so today i met her again w/ camille ( homg ♥♥♥♥ ) whom is doing orignal character as butlers . saitou wig is damn hotttttt on mika can T.T they both look so good as guys .. i seriously went crazy when camille hugged me -shy- cos they both looked so awesomeeeeeeeee i are happy miku ~~

Erika look super kawaii also ! i still can't believe we're same age ! i look so ... manry and she's the moe type ._.

I didn't really have the mood to go around taking photos w/ everyone etc as ......... i was having problems with my face LOLOLOL ( pimples... ) i regretted going eoy , should have went stgcc instead man ! but still ! it's awesome to know awesome people ♥♥

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Now that the events ended .. prolly i'll go around asking for shoots since i'm very very very free . LOL . ytd the moment i got to bed i got ko-ed and slept till 7 straight . LOL damn tired , now it's almost 2am and i think i'll go to bed soonnnn . been awake for too long . too tiredddd . I'll dream of my two bishie butlers tonight ♥

Bye people ~~

2010-12-10T09:23:00.000-08:00

HI BITCHES AND ASSES .

I AM BACK IN SINGAPOREEEEEEE .

i'm not really willing to upload any photos cos i uploaded them on facebook and it's 2am right now i'm so fucking lazy to upload here . But wellllll .

I really miss singapore man . Though it's a short 6 days trip IT SEEMED LIKE A MONTH , NO JOKE not as kuazhang as a year but it really felt like a month .

We spent about .. 11 hours on travelling when we're going there , we went on the sea , in the air on the road . basically everything . It's a pretty nice experience in kampong feel la . but i'm a city person so .. yea . 5 hours of car . 5 long hours . awesome ? 5pm - 10 . I just didnt really have the feel that i'm in indonesia until the bridge i once passed by , when i'm a kid la .

Mee soto in indonesia . sibeh awesome . almost everyday , we having 7 meals per day . like seriously , too much good food , going for supper every night . Mutarbak (sp?) , mee soto longtong kuehs fucking awesome fried tapioca ( STEADY DAMN NICE ) just let alone mutarbak alr have 4 diff types lor , salty sweet thin thick . sibeh nice .

Tueday in indonesia .

main purpose for going back is to celebrate grandma's 80th birthday . normally i would wake like around 11am , but today special . wake around 9 , i went down ( there's 3 floor hurhur ) to eat / slack / etc etc , went back room watched WGM , i slept , i went down again around 11 , then we started preparing food . They invited about a hundred or more than that of people , yes our house is big enough , so big that we can play REAL hide and seek . It's a buffet like and WE ownself prepare our own food , not order please . the amount of food , *peng* helping in and out , cut vege , running in from the front living room to the back of the kitchen panting like mad when i run from the kitchen 2nd floor to the living room 2nd floor . YES , YESSSSS , we have like two 3stories .

Like ..... two buildings? i missed out my chance on video-ing the whole house ]: you'll be shock hehehe . we're not even counted rich people lo .. but it's really that big that i can sweat and pant like crazy woman looking for mom . no point screaming and shouting like in my own sg house . cool much ?

Okay anyway , after preparing the food sis arrived with her boyf and jigor . just right after we finished everything ._. then we went up bathe changed to a dress ( mom said i should wear one -.- ) the food was ZOOOOOOOOOMed finish while i was stoning at the side . cool can . so .... thats like the end of the tuesday .

Oh ! and my really awesome niece , Li Si . she's so fucking kewt that everyone can stop and surround her and look at her . i would ask her , who am i ?! and she'll go ' gu....gu... ' or stone at me . so damn cute please , she was having fever and bad sorethroat , and we have to all force eat her drink the medicine , it totally seemed like child abuse , but she keeps puking out the medicine and made it as though we're forcing drugs . LOL . now i kind of miss her .. .. ]:

the rest of the days , eateateateateateatsleepwatchwgmeateateatsleep . awesomeeeee .

Life in indonesia , very carefree . It's alright to live their life slowly , they dun live their life with a motive , just chatting with friends everyday doing the same old thing every single day . Just feel that singaporeans are more .. narrow minded as compared to indonesian . yea , kampong life i experienced it . but i don love it . I'M A CITY GIRL . HAHHA .

bored long post w/ no pics . too cold and lazy to do so .

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today

went out buy last min stuffs for tmr , meet anna , bought things , went stgcc . being it's friday , people there , 1/100 of afa . met alfen and a few others . its yuki's birthday ~~ we slacked there for quite a while before going to daiso , tamade buy so much shit . and i didn't expect myself to be spending today . taaaaaamaaaaaade T.T

I've been packing my luggage for tmr since 11pm until 1 . i was damn shag la can idk why . my nails fucking chui . i think it's because of my face T.T having pimple breakouts making me lose my mood . zzzzz . but welll it's a sat it's a sat be happy xinhui you're cosplaying tmr !! it's a awesome outfit dun lose yourself . it's at suntec convention again tmr , RP on sunday which is eoy . i'll blog again after everything ended !

* trying to rush everything in this post so i can have a decent post after the events

so .. sorry for the wordy post people . HEHEH . click my nuffnang! love ya lots .

2010-12-05T01:03:00.000-08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII i'm blogging from indonesia ~ i've been sleeping for very long . i'll blog again when i get back ! time to play with my dear niece :3

2010-12-03T09:10:00.000-08:00

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

i kinda realise it when i really thought about it , i tend to listen to jrock songs when i'm down , i don't listen to emo slow classical ones , instead i'll just spam high jrock songs . prolly it's just made for me not to cry .

HOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIiiii . i'm likea kind of shag right now . i had to wake up 8 in the morning tmr .. ( it's saturday .. .. )

But anyway , i was like pretty busy today , had to meet up with 4 people to collect/pass/deliver their/mine stuffs LOL . met qi for my jacket , bought anna's lunch , delivered it for her with her cloth , she passed me my stuffs , to shityi's house pass her my hairband and see how my headphone's going , met zhilin for my lenses . i was fucking panting when i reached home cos the floor is fucking slippery and i bloody wore the wrong flats -.- i kept stepping on dirty water with my flats falling off grrrrr fucking irritating .

I've broke my rule of ' Not having to eat after 11pm ' . I was extreeeeeeeeeemely hungry and went to eat the instant porriage -.- oh and i had the shittiest lunch ever omygosh . i bought a cup noodle at $1.20 at my house downstair few days ago and i ate it today ohmygosh it tasted like shit. seriously -.- kenna scam .

But welllll , i'll eat more msg tmr . FYI i'll be flying to indonesia tmr ): in like less than 12hours time . will be heading to batam first . noooooooo i really don't wanna go i miss spore alr T.T i was super reluctant and pekchek to pack my bag , having the rule of not wearing short pants there , i mean like outside of the house , since its like religious or something , i had like , no pants to wear -.- so mafan . zz . go back feed mosquitoes .. .. and i'll be going back w/o my jiejie *CRIES* she's having her exam and will be joining us like tues . i don wanna sleep with brooooo .... .... 4-5 hours of car ride .. ho seh .

Mom don't allow me bring my hello kitty there T.T !!!!!!!!!! i was super sad can . totally no mood AT ALLLLLLLL . i shall rot there with my sis laptop and harddisc .

oh yes anyway . I was having this fucking .. okay actually i really have no idea how to describe it but , this morning when i woke no one's home , and to my astonishment ( is it used like this but . you roughly get the idea yea ) i saw 2 mother fucker crows flying around in my living room . i was shocked and stoned for 2 secs till i shoo-ed them off . nabei i think they diarrhea man , shit so much from living room all the way to the kitchen nabei chee bye . its not the bloody first time alr man -.- but i didn't want to clean them up cos i was damn scared AHAHA opps i told mom over the phone and she was like YOU MEI YOU GAO CUO ?! LOL . but it was really horrible -.-

okayyyy i'll be back on thurs , hope to be able to connect there with my laptop . laaaaaaa ~ till then peeps . oh and 2 bonus picture :3

about .. 10months old this pic LOL

i don't think i showed you guys this right ? this was like in my second shoot which i look damn cui and evil in . not much nice photos of me cept this which doesnt have my face hurhur . photo by ssa i think x.x

AITES SEE YA SHITTIES SOON ALRIGHTS . so glad i'm back in time for stgcc . phew .